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jinmaopoison

jinmaopoison

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So I'm thinking of selling my belongings(I don't have much) and giving the money to my friends. Just my computer. How would I go about doing that without my parents finding out I sold my PC lmao.
I think I'll mail my friend the rest of my peptides since he has an eating disorder too and I know it'll help him.
I don't know if I should write a note or not(I dont know if I care about giving my family closure fuck them). Maybe I should just spite them in my note cause why not.
I think I'll run up my credit card by buying tech stuff then selling it for cash on Facebook or some shit, send that money to my friends as well.
I don't think I'll drop out of uni or quit my job that's in case I survive or choose to live. That's for my parents to deal with after I'm gone.

I want to do something crazy on the day I do it. Steal a bunch of shit from Walmart for shits and giggles? Idk.
Thoughts on this plan?
My SN isnt here yet but I hope it comes so I want to stay on top of things
 
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Lone_Gray_Wolf

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I'd say don't do reckless things like maxing out the credit card (someone will pay for it, maybe your parents will have to) or stealing.

I'd say, wait for the SN to arrive, see how you feel about it and maybe use the email scheduling feature from your email provider to send up an email at a specified time, indicating the things you'd like to be done with your belongings and for them to please fulfill your wishes.

It's nice to stay on top of things, but maybe don't go overboard?
Leaving a note is a personal choice, those will be the words you'll be remembered by, do with that as you wish (saying things you never could, being grateful, being rude, whatever you want to).

Just hold it a bit until SN arrives.
 
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