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LeGuitarist

LeGuitarist

Eternally Lost
Mar 19, 2021
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I'm thinking about taking something to make myself pass out before hanging myself because of my fear of pain. Something that will keep me passed out. I've tried it before and I woke up on the noose and somehow managed to get off it in my delirious state
 
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Ch4in3dcr0w

The crow of hopelessness and despair
Jun 21, 2025
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A good hanging setup should make u pass out in quickly without you waking up i guess the artery wasnt squised enough, For getting close to passing out or manganing fear any benzo's or anything that makes u feal at ease is good. U can also use alcohol for making it easier mentally.
"waking up" from the hanging is rather a point of something wrong going on in the setup and i would personally focus on that than focusing on passing out before the hanging
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I'm thinking about taking something to make myself pass out before hanging myself because of my fear of pain. Something that will keep me passed out. I've tried it before and I woke up on the noose and somehow managed to get off it in my delirious state

Was it partial? What position were you in?

I'm asking, because the way I think it works is that once you start losing consciousness and muscle strength, the pressure only increases, and there is no way back from there. Whenever I practice (with the other end of the rope in my hand and NOT fixed to an anchor point), and get close to passing out, I have to sit or lie down on the floor, because I cannot even stand. It baffles me how people can get out of their setup even in partial hanging, so I'm curious. I always assume these attempts are done in a suboptimal position (e.g. sitting or lying), where there isn't enough pressure in the first place.
 
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I'm thinking about taking something to make myself pass out before hanging myself because of my fear of pain. Something that will keep me passed out. I've tried it before and I woke up on the noose and somehow managed to get off it in my delirious state
wow, was it partial or full suspension? how do you think its possible you got out of the noose?
you said you tried it before, so how did you make yourself pass out back then?
 
LeGuitarist

LeGuitarist

Eternally Lost
Mar 19, 2021
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wow, was it partial or full suspension? how do you think its possible you got out of the noose?
you said you tried it before, so how did you make yourself pass out back then?
Full suspension, but I was on one of those bars in a closet so I must've managed to climb onto the other shelves in there to get off the noose. I just overdosed on a cocktail of pills. All I remember is extreme pain, not being about to breathe, and seeing a unicorn LOL and the next thing I knew I was back in bed
 
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