Help Best method for crappy circumstances.

[ConventofSalome]

I am in tight quarters here. First, I posted a thread about finding a method that doesn't kill and then for two seconds I realized how much a twat I sounded like and realized that that's one of my issues. I AM a twat, one that will be shunned until the dawn of time. I can't operate with others, I can't work with the code, I can't figure out place and a time, I am unbearable and the punishment must match.


But my circumstances are dumb. as a 19-year-old, I am such a failure that, I have no money to buy SN (either way parent control my account for particular reasons), I can't hang myself because there is always someone here, be it parents or whoever, they will find me, the house is tiny. I am without options, are there any that I can do? I was thinking about slitting my wrists, and then I learned that the trauma from it isn't worth the work and probably won't kill me. I thought about walking into open traffic, but I am rarely allowed outside. I thought about jumping, but my house is so small I'd break an ankle and just that. I thought about taking Tylenol...I don't know, are there any options? I took a bunch of medication once, but it didn't do shit...maybe medication mixed with alcohol?

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Everything you listed is a non-method.

Why ODs Fail Miserably (A Guide)

There's still a lot of questions and inquiries about ODs, and people asking about what things may facilitate a successful attempt. Let's be clear, ODs are rarely fatal. Why? For a couple of reasons: (1) modern medications are designed to be very safe, as manufacturers aim to avoid deaths that...

sanctioned-suicide.net

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/non-methods-that-should-not-be-attempted.177799/

And walking into traffic is a selfish, unethical thing to do--you risk injuring or killing multiple innocent people, or mentally scarring them so badly that they end up committing suicide. It's also not reliable--the driver/s could avoid you and still kill someone else/themselves, or they could hit you and only injure you.

 

[ConventofSalome]

Everything you listed is a non-method.

Why ODs Fail Miserably (A Guide)

There's still a lot of questions and inquiries about ODs, and people asking about what things may facilitate a successful attempt. Let's be clear, ODs are rarely fatal. Why? For a couple of reasons: (1) modern medications are designed to be very safe, as manufacturers aim to avoid deaths that...

sanctioned-suicide.net

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/non-methods-that-should-not-be-attempted.177799/

And walking into traffic is a selfish, unethical thing to do--you risk injuring or killing multiple innocent people, or mentally scarring them so badly that they end up committing suicide. It's also not reliable--the driver/s could avoid you and still kill someone else/themselves, or they could hit you and only injure you.

alright, therefore I am selfish and unethical. I do not know what to do then...maybe I'll just hang myself at the right moment...thanks for the help ig.