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Nightwillalwayswin

Nightwillalwayswin

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May 3, 2020
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Tried diazepam today. I hoped that it would either numb some of the pain and make it easier to cope or help me relax into the idea of ctb so I could actually see it through to the end, but sad to report that it is not a magic pill and it did not do either of these things- just made me sleep all day. So still stuck.
 
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GreenTree

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Jun 1, 2020
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Try taking one when your wide awake. You should feel benefit and relief then.
 
Nightwillalwayswin

Nightwillalwayswin

Member
May 3, 2020
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Try taking one when your wide awake. You should feel benefit and relief then.
I did unfortunately. I took it after a very decent night's sleep. I didn't feel any better mentally, just started feeling tired again an hour or so later.
 
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GreenTree

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Jun 1, 2020
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I did unfortunately. I took it after a very decent night's sleep. I didn't feel any better mentally, just started feeling tired again an hour or so later.
Ah sorry to hear. I used to take them in morning and they sent me back to sleep. So now take one about 3pm and feel the benefit more. Its a waste of relaxation taking then when asleep as you don't feel the sedation effect like you do when your awake. I hope you get some concious benefit from diazapam.
 

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