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Nightwillalwayswin

Nightwillalwayswin

Member
May 3, 2020
84
Tried diazepam today. I hoped that it would either numb some of the pain and make it easier to cope or help me relax into the idea of ctb so I could actually see it through to the end, but sad to report that it is not a magic pill and it did not do either of these things- just made me sleep all day. So still stuck.
 
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GreenTree

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Jun 1, 2020
568
Try taking one when your wide awake. You should feel benefit and relief then.
 
Nightwillalwayswin

Nightwillalwayswin

Member
May 3, 2020
84
Try taking one when your wide awake. You should feel benefit and relief then.
I did unfortunately. I took it after a very decent night's sleep. I didn't feel any better mentally, just started feeling tired again an hour or so later.
 
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GreenTree

Mage
Jun 1, 2020
568
I did unfortunately. I took it after a very decent night's sleep. I didn't feel any better mentally, just started feeling tired again an hour or so later.
Ah sorry to hear. I used to take them in morning and they sent me back to sleep. So now take one about 3pm and feel the benefit more. Its a waste of relaxation taking then when asleep as you don't feel the sedation effect like you do when your awake. I hope you get some concious benefit from diazapam.
 

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