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darkmango

Member
Jun 3, 2025
27
I have about 300=2mg Ativan
30=30mg Temazepam
90=200mg Seroquel
50=150mg trazodone
And a couple of hundred 600mg of gabapentin.

I've tried overdosing before on 100 Ativan and alcohol and woke up in hospital with a tube downy throat. I can't SN, my first choice to CTB so I'm trying to go with full suspension but can't find a good place for it. I can do partial but concerned about the failure rate. I'm thinking of mixing some of meds to to help with the SI problem.
 
blacksand

blacksand

Specialist
May 2, 2023
366
Good rule of thumb is that any plan involving benzos as a respiratory depressant is a flawed one. They are extremely safe.
 
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darkmango

Member
Jun 3, 2025
27
Benzos with oxys is a different story.
I don't do heroin but that seems like a peaceful overdose.
 

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