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ummwhaaat

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Oct 25, 2020
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Hey,I read quite a few guides on CTB. Never really seen benzodiazepines discussed as one of the primary options, but I find it difficult to get my hands on other types of substances.
How much would be a lethal dose of say, diazepam? I asked chatgpt and according to the chatbot they no longer put emetics in the pills, but I'd like to know if anyone knows more about this method? Like would I need antiemetics etc.? And what doseage would I have to go for? I can basically get anywhere from 1000-10000 mg before it becomes unviable for me personally.
 
gonesoon!

gonesoon!

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Jun 6, 2025
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Im sorry this method is not considered viable. The worst thing that will happen if you take a lot of benzos is you will black out for possibly a few days. You wont remember anything. You also wont be in control at all. I tried this before. Im sorry.
 
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ummwhaaat

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Oct 25, 2020
99
Yeah no worries, I figured there must have been a reason it's not suggested anywhere. Wish there was something easier to get my hands on.
 
somebodyfromeast

somebodyfromeast

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Sep 1, 2025
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I also searched info about benzos ld and my maximum is: "from 20 mg to ~0,5 mg/kg". But it wasn't scientific researches... Just several toxicological articles. Plus I found medical articles saying about therapy dose 20 mg per day in rarety cases. Even without coma...
Mostly opinions concerned on "benzos MAY BE lethal". But really it's very unlikely... Im sorry
 
bipolar22

bipolar22

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Aug 31, 2022
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Benzodiazepine have a ceiling effect. After a dose of about 10 mg lorezepam you won't get more sedated but only prolong it. Gaba drugs that dont have this ceiling effect are alcohol, barbiturates, propofol.
 
maniac116

maniac116

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Aug 10, 2024
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Please dont waste your time!
Benzos are relatively safe & that's why they're used in psychiatry. I myself took an entire bottle 12 years ago. They may knock you out but youll continue breathing. Benzos dont stop your breathing or heart by themselves.
Im sorry youre in a bad place & hope things get better for you whatever you choose. 🤗🌹💔
 
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Eriktf

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Jun 1, 2023
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OD are not reliable you will not die from diazepam
 
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ummwhaaat

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Oct 25, 2020
99
Please dont waste your time!
Benzos are relatively safe & that's why they're used in psychiatry. I myself took an entire bottle 12 years ago. They may knock you out but youll continue breathing. Benzos dont stop your breathing or heart by themselves.
Im sorry youre in a bad place & hope things get better for you whatever you choose. 🤗🌹💔
Appreciate that! I'm fine right now, I just prefer having an "escape plan" of sorts even though it's not something I am considering currently.


For anyone else reading:
I could get oxycontin in somewhat large doses, that is an opioid right, should aid with CTB? I took a look at the PPH and I don't really know a good source of SN here (I'll volunteer that my location is in Europe). Those 2 in combination, with an antiemetic, and probably some benzodiazepines should be fairly potent & peaceful, yeah?
 

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