Benzo for SN

[uasuicide]

Hi,
I want to use stat method for CTB.
I have SN prepared, 800 mg of ibuprofen (2 x 400 mg), 3 tabs of meto.
I have prescription for Gidazepam IS 20mg and I cant obtain any other benzo. I have 20 tabs of it but I am afraid to take more than 10 because in instruction it says I can vomit it.
I have tried gidazepam and from 1 tablet I was sleeping 8 hours after 40 minutes.
Reason why I want to to do it I'm from Ukraine with war going on and strugling with schizophrenia, mom died 4 weeks ago from insult and noone can take care of me anymore, no source of income.

 

[Goku Black]

I think if it works enough for you then I don't see why not, my deepest condolences for your mother's recent passing and the war going on that's no doubt causing so much suffering out there Ukraine for millions of people who don't deserve to suffer from it. Best not to take too high of a dosage in this case, just enough to make you feel comfortable