being ugly makes me want to ctb

[stellaburner]

every time i look in the mirror i consider going through with my plan. i just want to get out of this body. it doesn't feel like me. i feel disgusting and like a fraud. i want to ctb so bad, i seriously don't see a point in living if i have to live in this body

 

[lament.]

You are without a doubt beautiful to someone. Even if it's just a small minority of people - you will be attractive to someone. Fitting in with societies beauty standards is not possible for the majority of people. I hope you find someone in your life who treats you as a beautiful person.

 

[BloomingStrella]

That's definitely very relatable. Every time I look at myself in the mirror, I want to break down crying. It's probably my main incentive for trying suicide. It's not even about dying alone, good looks can help you get a job and so many other things more easily. All of those opportunities are inaccessible to me though, since I look the way I do.

You are without a doubt beautiful to someone. Even if it's just a small minority of people - you will be attractive to someone. Fitting in with societies beauty standards is not possible for the majority of people. I hope you find someone in your life who treats you as a beautiful person.

It might be true that it is statistically astronomically unlikely that out of eight billion people, not a single one finds you attractive, but that doesn't mean it's easy to find that special someone. Some people don't have the resources to move out of their circle in pursuit of that one in eight billion that finds them attractive. After all is said and done, it becomes wishful thinking, and a source of despair and suffering, as it has for many of us.

 

[lament.]

That's definitely very relatable. Every time I look at myself in the mirror, I want to break down crying. It's probably my main incentive for trying suicide. It's not even about dying alone, good looks can help you get a job and so many other things more easily. All of those opportunities are inaccessible to me though, since I look the way I do.

It might be true that it is statistically astronomically unlikely that out of eight billion people, not a single one finds you attractive, but that doesn't mean it's easy to find that special someone. Some people don't have the resources to move out of their circle in pursuit of that one in eight billion that finds them attractive. After all is said and done, it becomes wishful thinking, and a source of despair and suffering, as it has for many of us.

I do agree with you with alot of what you said, but I think you are thinking more of in person and myself online. With tiktok and other social media such as reddit which has subreddits designed for this specific reason, it allows you to interact with a lot of people all at once who will for better or worse give their honest unfiltered opinions. It would obviously take lots of courage because yes - there will be people who find you ugly and say as much. But it also would greatly increase your chances of finding those few people who do find you attractive.

I don't say this to undermine your reason for wanting to CTB, your choice is your own and nobody can take that away from you, but finding the few people who find you attractive only gets easier as technology progresses.

 

[BloomingStrella]

I do agree with you with alot of what you said, but I think you are thinking more of in person and myself online. With tiktok and other social media such as reddit which has subreddits designed for this specific reason, it allows you to interact with a lot of people all at once who will for better or worse give their honest unfiltered opinions. It would obviously take lots of courage because yes - there will be people who find you ugly and say as much. But it also would greatly increase your chances of finding those few people who do find you attractive.

I don't say this to undermine your reason for wanting to CTB, your choice is your own and nobody can take that away from you, but finding the few people who find you attractive only gets easier as technology progresses.

I don't think it'd be a good idea to ask others online if you're attractive or not, because people are brutally honest, be it cruel or otherwise. Also, I prefer real life relationships with people I can see over online relationships. That's just me though. I understand your points and they're all valid, but I just don't think it'd work out for me personally.

Although, assuming you both have the resources, there is the possibility of meeting up and getting to know each other personally. That's also a very valid way of finding that special someone. Or you could go to another country where people find you attractive enough to consider giving you opportunities, but once again, that's assuming you have the resources to do so. Most people don't really have that kind of economic stability, unfortunately.

 

[lament.]

I don't think it'd be a good idea to ask others online if you're attractive or not, because people are brutally honest, be it cruel or otherwise. Also, I prefer real life relationships with people I can see over online relationships. That's just me though. I understand your points and they're all valid, but I just don't think it'd work out for me personally.

Although, assuming you both have the resources, there is the possibility of meeting up and getting to know each other personally. That's also a very valid way of finding that special someone. Or you could also go to another country where people find you attractive enough to consider giving you opportunities, but once again, that's assuming you have the resources to do so. Most people don't really have that kind of economic stability though.

Yeah, this is 100% fair.

I spoke about online relationships because it would be the easiest way to put yourself out there to as many people as possible but yeah you are completely correct not everyone can deal with not meeting up or the potential of being harassed on the internet. Doing something like this definitely isn't for everyone and I completely respect that.

 

[MrDarkness]

I feel the same, I've been constantly called that I look like a rapist/pedo/school shooter, it's been to the point were I almost carved up my face or blinded myself, so I didn't have to look at my shit of a face, idk why people say looks don't matter when they obviously do

 

[FuneralCry]

That must be really torturous what you have to endure, to me it's certainly understandable wishing to escape from all the suffering, existence is just too cruel but anyway best wishes.

 

[Doss]

oh no..

 

[Bronzehawkattack]

every time i look in the mirror i consider going through with my plan. i just want to get out of this body. it doesn't feel like me. i feel disgusting and like a fraud. i want to ctb so bad, i seriously don't see a point in living if i have to live in this body

This is very relatable to me and why Im here to begin with.

People cant POSSIBLY understand unless they themselves are unapologetically hideous.
They cant know what its like to be the ugliest person in the room at any given time.
To look in the mirror and see someone who doesnt even look normal.
To never be desired or flirted with in the slightest.
To not fit in, in the slightest, always shunned and outcasted

When I think of ctb I think of finally being free from all of that, and the relief I feel at the thought of being able to just quit makes me happy.

 

[Baron]

Everytime I look at my self I want to end it as well. Although I do think I belong into my body. I've been neglecting my body, not eating properly and not exercising properly for several years and my body is the product of myself. Everytime I look at it it reminds me of how pathetic and disgusting I am it just makes me want to ctb everytime. It doesn't matter how at ease I feel, one look at myself destroys everything. The worst thing about it is, I've done this to myself. It's my fault I look like this, yet I despise myself. Why do I have to be so self conscious about everything it makes me sick, too lazy to ctb, too lazy to live... How is this going to end

 

[ApparentlyNot]

I also have this feeling every time I see myself. the worst is when I'm maybe having a relatively good day - maybe I'm even able to laugh and smile and find my old hobbies interesting, and I will catch a glimpse of myself which shatters all my positivity and induces a sense of extreme dysphoria. Even though I can logic my way through it and say that there is more to life, I cannot escape the feelings I have, and I cannot get that logic to truly resonate.

Even though I know it is dramatic, from a young age I have internalized that being attractive is the most important thing, and when I see how ugly I am, it makes me feel like anything good in life is not attainable for me and that I have no value. And I'm not even objectively unattractive because I'm a white woman under 30 with a thin body type - I can get away with having an ugly face and still find people (especially het men) who are physically attracted to my body... but my face is a constant reminder that I will never be the person I want to be. I wish I didn't feel so much pain thinking about the specific facial traits I was bullied for in elementary school and all the things my peers used to say about my face, but I do, and I cannot let go of this feeling of rejection and worthlessness. It feels pathetic to care that much about what some 10 year old girls said about me 18 years ago, but I do. Kids are brutally honest, if not idiots.

This is a bit of a random trauma dump, but I feel like sharing this since this thread has brought up some memories. When I was 11, the popular girls in my class decided to relentlessly bully me because I was weird and I tried to be their friend. I was very annoying and weird and autistic to be fair, and they were just kids. But they got the entire class to call me "B.N" for months, and I wanted them to like me so bad that I just assumed it was a friendly nickname - I even went as far to feel happy they were interacting with me and acknowledging me... even though no one would tell me what "B.N." even meant. After about three months, one of the boys let it slip that it stood for "Big Nose" - and up until this point I genuinely didn't know I was considered ugly or unattractive. I had a mom that always told me I was beautiful and I genuinely had no reason to question her (she later admitted that she knew even from the time I was an infant that I would never be "pretty") I ran to the bathroom and sobbed. The group of popular girls stood outside the stall when they found out and mockingly laughed and said "awwww, come out big nose!" and eventually started chanting "big nose! big nose!" I have literally despised my face more than anything since that day and I have never stopped. I stopped trying to be friends with them, because I finally had learned my place in the world - they were pretty and I was not, so that was that.

 

[Bronzehawkattack]

Sorry for posting again so soon.

But everytime I start feeling okay, even if only for a moment, usually because I start to naively think "good thing happen to this guy. That could be me!"

And then I look at myself and I remember, no, that cant be me.
It feels intuitive to think that because a quiet guy could get a romantic companion, so could you! But the reality is, he was attractive, I am not.

Being ugly vs good looking informs so much of your life. On even so-called ugly forums, or hell, incel forums, I am surrounded by good looking people who claim to understand my pain, but very few do.

I think what makes being genuinely hideous the worst, is how isolating it is. There are very few people who look like you, the vast majority of people arent ugly, but you are, and so theres not many people you can find camraderie alongside. No one who knows your pain can comfort you, because they're not around. And everyone instinctively recognizes you as ugly so they're repulsed by you, even the people reading this have a subconscious reaction, not having seen me, but just knowing that Im ugly.

Its not even a genetic thing. My brother, father, and mother arent ugly, so WHY in gods name did I turn out this way?
I cant wait for the sweet embrace of death.

 

[Obliviate]

As someone who is considered "conventionally attractive" by society, I promise you when it comes down to it all and when you progress through life, mature, become an adult and have 900 other world problems it really starts to feel like nothing. I'll be the first one to admit that yes pretty privilege is indeed a thing and it is horrible but it does not mean that you won't get disrespected or abused etc etc. You can even have unwanted creepy attention. I got so numb to the point where I stopped taking care of myself and "let myself go" as society likes to fucking say it. It really makes me sick that society has so much emphasis on looks. I think it was Miss USA in 2019 that CTBed it shows that no matter how attractive someone is they also have feelings and thoughts outside of their looks. There are amazing people out there who will love and appreciate you for who you are and not what you look like. If someone doesn't then you know to stay the fuck away from them and they are the actual "ugly". Remember beauty is not a one size fits all. It is subjective and biased in all different time periods of history since the beginning. One person on one side of the world may not find you "attractive" but another person from another side of the world can see you as their everything and be head over heels. Social Media is sooo fake. Please don't ever comapre youselves to the fake personas that are weaponised to delude, brainwash and control you. You are more than allowed and are validated to feel the way that you do but I cannot stress how much when I say that "Ugly" is only found within.

 

[abdelrahman]

As someone who is considered "conventionally attractive" by society, I promise you when it comes down to it all it really starts to feel nothing. I'll be the first one to admit that yes pretty priviledge is indeed a thing and it is horrible but it does not mean that you won't get disrespected or abused etc etc. You can even have unwanted creepy attention. I got so numb where it really made me sick that society has so much emphasis on looks. I think it was Miss USA in 2019 that CTBed. No matter how attractive someone is they also have feelings and thoughts outside of their looks. There are amazing people out there who will love and appreciate you for who you are and not what you look like. At the end of the day it's who you are and not what you look like.

you have no idea what you're talking about. Your suffering is valid, but you will never understand what it means

 

[FadingSunshine]

Don't forget you are you're biggest criticizer, it's very easy to loath things about yourself that others won't even notice.

 

[Obliviate]

you have no idea what you're talking about. Your suffering is valid, but you will never understand what it means

I think that's very rude and disgusting for you to dismiss my "suffering" when you have NO FUCKING IDEA what my suffering even is. Being a pretty little princess doens't mean you get treated like an actual princess royalty and for you to assume things makes you the delusional one. I know exactly what it feels like. I grew up as the "ugly" one and was bullied until I got my "glow up" later on and "blossomed". I had both sides of experiences

 

[Shaylla1998]

Your appearance is just one aspect of who you are as a person. There are numerous qualities that contribute to your identity, such as your personality, values, talents, and passions. Focusing solely on physical appearance overshadows the other aspects that make you unique. True beauty goes beyond external appearances.

However, if you truly embrace the idea of CTB, I trust you will find the method that suits you best.

 

[Obliviate]

It breaks my heart to read all these posts on how you beautiful people view yourself. I am sorry society has treated you this way to the point where you feel to such an extreme. I would NEVER mistreat someone just because of their looks or because they don't fit into the beauty standards. And there are more people out there like me. I just want to express that there are so many great leaders, successful people and just also average people who aren't considered "attractive" by society but they have many people surrounding them that love them, look up to them, praise them, are proud of them. In contrast to "attractive" people who are disgusting bullies or assholes that no low key no one likes and just uses them. I can also say that some "unattractive people" are also horrible people. I was disrespected/insulted/belittled/dismissed/degraded by many of them when all I wanted was to be kind. As an "attractive" person my life is absolutely hell. Beauty means nothing when you have nothing else. Beauty doesn't equate to a better life. Circumstances do. When we die, looks definitely won't matter. Only your actions do. I wish you peace.

 

[Bronzehawkattack]

As someone who is considered "conventionally attractive" by society, I promise you when it comes down to it all it really starts to feel nothing. I'll be the first one to admit that yes pretty priviledge is indeed a thing and it is horrible but it does not mean that you won't get disrespected or abused etc etc. You can even have unwanted creepy attention. I got so numb where it really made me sick that society has so much emphasis on looks. I think it was Miss USA in 2019 that CTBed. No matter how attractive someone is they also have feelings and thoughts outside of their looks. There are amazing people out there who will love and appreciate you for who you are and not what you look like. At the end of the day it's who you are and not what you look like.

You ever notice how when people make a thread about wanting to ctb because they're suffering from chronic pain, no one goes in and is like; "You don't understand! Just because you have chronic pain doesn't mean living without chronic pain is any better!"
Ever notice how when someone makes a thread about wanting to ctb because their loved one died, no one goes in and is like; "You don't understand! Just because your loved one died, doesn't mean having my loved one around means I don't suffer!"

So why tf do people get the urge to do that in threads where other people complain about how if they weren't ugly, their life would be a lot better?
Whatever you're suffering from as an attractive person is valid, but that has NOTHING to do with those of us who are ugly that are specifically suffering from being ugly. You're not suffering from success, you're suffering from something unrelated to your looks, you don't have to barge into ugly threads, brag about being attractive, and then talk about how being attractive doesn't make you immune to ctb ideation. No one ever said it did. Just that for us personally, we wouldn't be here on this forum if we were attractive because that's our main problem.

I'm sorry that you're feeling pain, but please understand doing what you just did feels insulting to an ugly person who is here due to the way society treats us.

Your appearance is just one aspect of who you are as a person. There are numerous qualities that contribute to your identity, such as your personality, values, talents, and passions. Focusing solely on physical appearance overshadows the other aspects that make you unique. True beauty goes beyond external appearances.

However, if you truly embrace the idea of CTB, I trust you will find the method that suits you best.

So-called "true beauty" isn't appreciated by most of society.
For an ugly person, provided they're truly unattractive to most people, It's not them who is focusing solely on physical appearance and overshadowing other aspects that make them unique -- It's society as a whole that does it for them.

It's what brought me here in the first place. I realized no matter how much I wanted to view myself as attractive, no matter how much I tried to be ideal in all other aspects, ultimately It's human nature to only be interested in the book by It's cover before you even try and open it up, so I will never share the experiences other people do. I'll never receive a glow-up because I'm past the age for that to happen naturally. So the logical choice is to just ctb.

 

[Shaylla1998]

So-called "true beauty" isn't appreciated by most of society.
For an ugly person, provided they're truly unattractive to most people, It's not them who is focusing solely on physical appearance and overshadowing other aspects that make them unique -- It's society as a whole that does it for them.

Society does indeed play a significant role in shaping these perceptions, however, challenging or disregarding damaging expectations can be of great importance to one's sense of freedom. Focusing on what you define as "true beauty" and prioritizing your own values and self acceptance can be liberating, even if it doesn't change society's broader views and expectations. It's important to prioritize emotional well being, and find a sense of personal freedom in the face of societal pressures.

Societal expectations can vary greatly and may pose significant challenges for some individuals while appearing effortless for others. It is up to each person to make their own decisions about what truly matters to them. They can choose to prioritize pleasing society at the cost of enduring significant hardships or prioritize themselves and their own well being.

Thank you for sharing your view on this matter.

 

[Bronzehawkattack]

Society does indeed play a significant role in shaping these perceptions, however, challenging or disregarding damaging expectations can be of great importance to one's sense of freedom. Focusing on what you define as "true beauty" and prioritizing your own values and self acceptance can be liberating, even if it doesn't change society's broader views and expectations. It's important to prioritize emotional well being, and find a sense of personal freedom in the face of societal pressures.

Societal expectations can vary greatly and may pose significant challenges for some individuals while appearing effortless for others. It is up to each person to make their own decisions about what truly matters to them. They can choose to prioritize pleasing society at the cost of enduring significant hardships or prioritize themselves and their own well being.

Thank you for sharing your view on this matter.

I think why I have found myself here, is because this is the advice any ugly person often gets when they vent about how society treats ugliness.
The advice can be boiled down to a very simple "Just be happy."

This is the only advice for an ugly person, because society itself won't change how they feel about ugly people, It's human nature to find us repulsive.
So ultimately, we're told to, despite all the experiences we miss, despite all the hardships and the way society will continue to shun you, to just ignore all of that and "be happy" because there's an understanding that people will always shun and be repulsed by our appearance.

Well, I've found my only route to happiness. I'm standing at a bus terminal and I'm hoping to catch my preferred bus.

 

[Obliviate]

You ever notice how when people make a thread about wanting to ctb because they're suffering from chronic pain, no one goes in and is like; "You don't understand! Just because you have chronic pain doesn't mean living without chronic pain is any better!"
Ever notice how when someone makes a thread about wanting to ctb because their loved one died, no one goes in and is like; "You don't understand! Just because your loved one died, doesn't mean having my loved one around means I don't suffer!"

So why tf do people get the urge to do that in threads where other people complain about how if they weren't ugly, their life would be a lot better?
Whatever you're suffering from as an attractive person is valid, but that has NOTHING to do with those of us who are ugly that are specifically suffering from being ugly. You're not suffering from success, you're suffering from something unrelated to your looks, you don't have to barge into ugly threads, brag about being attractive, and then talk about how being attractive doesn't make you immune to ctb ideation. No one ever said it did. Just that for us personally, we wouldn't be here on this forum if we were attractive because that's our main problem.

I'm sorry that you're feeling pain, but please understand doing what you just did feels insulting to an ugly person who is here due to the way society treats us.


So-called "true beauty" isn't appreciated by most of society.
For an ugly person, provided they're truly unattractive to most people, It's not them who is focusing solely on physical appearance and overshadowing other aspects that make them unique -- It's society as a whole that does it for them.

It's what brought me here in the first place. I realized no matter how much I wanted to view myself as attractive, no matter how much I tried to be ideal in all other aspects, ultimately It's human nature to only be interested in the book by It's cover before you even try and open it up, so I will never share the experiences other people do. I'll never receive a glow-up because I'm past the age for that to happen naturally. So the logical choice is to just ctb.

You're completely missing the point of my posts. Also you relating physical looks with chronic pain and losing a loved one is highly inappropriate and an invalid argument. it's not even close.

I didn't come here to "brag" about my looks. I came here as an empath to inform that focusing only on your looks to the point where that becomes your focal point in CTB is very unhealthy and to be that obsessed with physicalities where you don't even consider other aspects of your life or Where you don't even wanna give yourself a chance because your looks are stopping you from taking initiative and trying new things or just living life when people that you admire are not even caring or thinking about any of that. I'm not saying you aren't allowed to feel insecure. But it shouldn't have to be the center point of misery. There ARE people who genuinely do not care for looks because there is something called personality, lifestyle, behavior, politcal/social perspectives etc etc. You could be the only one in that room even thinking about your looks while everyone is focused on what is happening in the room and people can think YOU are the odd one for even thinking about looks. There are actual horrendous things going on in this world. When human right organizations sit down to speak about cases they don't look at how beautiful or ugly the victims were.

As an "attractive" person I should be allowed to voice my opinion on the "reality" of it and not just what you daydream or have delusions about on what it's like being a pRetTy liTtle pRinCeSs!1! that gets all the attention and boys when in fact it isn't actuality. You have an illusion of the treatment you THINK all attractive people get whether it's from media or experience. All I'm saying is the grass is not greener on the other side. If it looks green it's because it's fake grass. Social media is fake. Beauty doesn't equal happiness. I'm sorry if any of my words seemed offensive. I was not trying to come across that way.

 

[Bronzehawkattack]

You're completely missing the point of my posts. Also you relating physical looks with chronic pain and losing a loved one is highly inappropriate and an invalid argument. it's not even close.

Why not, because wanting to ctb because I'm ugly is not valid? Is that what you're trying to say?

I didn't come here to "brag" about my looks.

No, you came here to brag. This was a thread about ugly people wanting to ctb, and you decided to come here and try and invalidate our struggles without knowing the first thing about it.

I'm fine with you having your own struggles, don't come in here and tell me that being ugly isn't a reason to ctb. Don't come in here and tell me that you understand what It's like to be ugly. If you got deformed from an accident, you would immediately take back everything else you've said in your comment.

I'm not continuing this any further with you, you don't understand the first thing about how society treats ugly people poorly. You've proven that with the ridiculous notion that;

There ARE people who genuinely do not care for looks because there is something called personality, lifestyle, behavior, politcal/social perspectives etc etc. You could be the only one in that room even thinking about your looks while everyone is focused on what is happening in the room and people can think YOU are the odd one for even thinking about looks.

You've exemplified that you're living in a fantasy-land where, the ugly person in the room is the only person who thinks they're ugly.
Again, if you got deformed in an accident you wouldn't think such a thing, you'd come to recognize that ugly people are considered ugly by normal/attractive people.

But please, keep spewing this delusional BS. I'm outta this thread, you've ruined my mood.
No attractive person would switch JUST their looks with an ugly person. That's just a fact.

 

[Obliviate]

Why not, because wanting to ctb because I'm ugly is not valid? Is that what you're trying to say?


No, you came here to brag. This was a thread about ugly people wanting to ctb, and you decided to come here and try and invalidate our struggles without knowing the first thing about it.

I'm fine with you having your own struggles, don't come in here and tell me that being ugly isn't a reason to ctb. Don't come in here and tell me that you understand what It's like to be ugly. If you got deformed from an accident, you would immediately take back everything else you've said in your comment.

I'm not continuing this any further with you, you don't understand the first thing about how society treats ugly people poorly. You've proven that with the ridiculous notion that;


You've exemplified that you're living in a fantasy-land where, the ugly person in the room is the only person who thinks they're ugly.
Again, if you got deformed in an accident you wouldn't think such a thing, you'd come to recognize that ugly people are considered ugly by normal/attractive people.

But please, keep spewing this delusional BS. I'm outta this thread, you've ruined my mood.
No attractive person would switch JUST their looks with an ugly person. That's just a fact.

And I'm also done with your disgusting backwards inappropriate ideologies. Go live in your delusional little world. I'm not continuing this bullshit crap with you anymore either.

 

[Bronzehawkattack]

And I'm also done with your disgusting backwards inappropriate bullshit ideologies. Go live in your delusional little world.

You were punching down from the start. You aren't suffering from attractiveness because you can easily change that, but I sure as hell suffer from being ugly and cannot change that.
Work out whatever issues you have before coming at my neck.

 

[Obliviate]

You were punching down from the start. You aren't suffering from attractiveness because you can easily change that, but I sure as hell suffer from being ugly and cannot change that.
Work out whatever issues you have before coming at my neck.

If you had actually read my posts you would know that I know EXACTLY what it feels like to be an "ugly" person as I was one before I had my glow up and "blossomed" but hey keep assuming you fucking know everything about me and my sufferings. Whatever. You're a sad soul. Goodbye.

 

[Bronzehawkattack]

If you had actually read my posts you would know that I know EXACTLY what it feels like to be an "ugly" person as I was one before I had my glow up and "blossomed" but hey keep assuming you fucking know everything about me and my sufferings. Whatever. You're a sad soul. Goodbye.

I read that, and I dismiss it because you don't know what It's like to be ugly until you're stuck in a vessel that will never have a chance at a "glow-up".
You weren't ugly, you were just a late bloomer, there's a difference. Me dealing with the crushing weight of ugly at 16 is very different from me at 24. One had to step into the real world and still miss out on every experience an ugly person is barred from experiencing. You never had to truly deal with ugliness, and quite frankly, I doubt you were even ugly to begin with, you just use that as a crutch to attack and punch down on people like me.

 

[Obliviate]

I read that, and I dismiss it because you don't know what It's like to be ugly until you're stuck in a vessel that will never have a chance at a "glow-up".
You weren't ugly, you were just a late bloomer, there's a difference. Me dealing with the crushing weight of ugly at 16 is very different from me at 24. One had to step into the real world and still miss out on every experience an ugly person is barred from experiencing. You never had to truly deal with ugliness, and quite frankly, I doubt you were even ugly to begin with, you just use that as a crutch to attack and punch down on people like me.

Again, I got bullied for not being attractive and there you go again disgustingly insinuating things and dismissing my trauma. Beauty is subjective, it's biased, it's a social construct that was created by humans to control and brainwash you. You're not ugly on the outside but you definitely are ugly on the inside and that's the worst you can be. This is my last reply.

 

[Bronzehawkattack]

Again, I got bullied for not being attractive and there you go again insinuating things and dismissing my trauma. Beauty is subjective, it's biased, it's a social construct that was created by humans to control and brainwash you. You're not ugly on the outside but you definitely are ugly on the inside and that's the worst you can be. This is my last reply.

I'm a lot less wary about dismissing someone's trauma when they tried to actively dismiss mine.
You haven't even seen me and yet you say I'm not ugly on the outside. That, more than anything, shows you're just speaking from pure emotion of wanting to validate your worldview and feel right, rather than actually be right.

I didn't insult you or call you "ugly on the inside", the worst thing I said about you is that you were never ugly, and yet you have the gall to say I'm the one that's ugly on the inside. The absolute state of you.