Being Too Idealistic

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I just wish my dreams would come true. I'm too idealistic to want to live too much longer. I want the perfect life, the modest house, the yard, the garden, a traditional family with a husband and kids in a nice neighborhood, I want enough money to live comfortably, not even to be rich, I want friends and security. I don't even ask a lot of the universe, but sometimes, it feels like I'm asking too much and I should just be happy with what I'm given. I feel like a selfish brat. I just want to be happy.