25jiyuki
Lost
- Feb 25, 2025
- 34
My toxic ex-friends started stalking me online. I got over them years ago and this year, they somehow found and reached out to my accounts. Why now? Why multiple? I'm scared they're secretly talking about me, ways to find me. At this point I've tightened security to the point it's impossible for strangers OR friends on social media to message me. But I'm still shaking. It's always been a fear of mine to suddenly be exposed. Even though I've done nothing wrong, being stalked makes me irrationally feel like it could happen. I've taken so many security measures. I've done everything I can. But I already had measures before, that they somehow got around. I'm scared I'll be messaged again. I don't even want to remember my time with them because I was in a horrible place. Why? I just want to move on with my life. I'm sorry for being so irrational, I have bad paranoia I've worked hard to manage. It's like all my effort is falling apart.
