devil
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- Jun 22, 2019
- 438
Do you ever try to stay away from this forum and focus on trying to make life a little more bearable but then end up finding yourself right back to this site because it's the only place where people understand you? I've been actually putting forth effort towards life but no matter what I do, I end up being right back to where I started.
It's so frustrating, because I think I can actually be normal and happy but that's all a joke. I'm not meant to be that way I guess. I feel like the first time you ever have suicidal thoughts, they will end up sticking with you and they will never allow you to turn your life around. Or that's just my opinion.
It's so frustrating, because I think I can actually be normal and happy but that's all a joke. I'm not meant to be that way I guess. I feel like the first time you ever have suicidal thoughts, they will end up sticking with you and they will never allow you to turn your life around. Or that's just my opinion.
