Being fearful about cbt with a partner

[CutePrincess]

I found a women that want to cbt together on this forum. It makes everything easier sience she already has all the ingredients for the protocol but I have this scary scenario that she may die while I somehow survive. It would be terrifying.

 

[Xiaojiu]

Your feelings are valid :( CTBing with a partner can be sketchy for that 50/50 chance one of you guys survive. If you don't feel comfortable, you don't have to go through with it. Just be honest and communicate how you feel with your partner especially before actually physically meeting up. If they're authentic with their intentions, they will understand how you feel.

 

[CutePrincess]

Your feelings are valid :( CTBing with a partner can be sketchy for that 50/50 chance one of you guys survive. If you don't feel comfortable, you don't have to go through with it. Just be honest and communicate how you feel with your partner especially before actually physically meeting up. If they're authentic with their intentions, they will understand how you feel.

I feel like it's still worth it. I don't want to be alone in this. It will be quicker and easier that way. I just wanted to share my feelings. It's hard to get any understanding about this stuff from people in real life. That's why I post a lot on this forum. I think I'm especially scared of dealing with authorities but I think it's unlikely to end up in jail they probably would put me in mental hospital tho and the disappointment that you failed and have to endure live with even more problems while your partner succeeded and is already free.

 

[Xiaojiu]

I feel like it's still worth it. I don't want to be alone in this. It will be quicker and easier that way. I just wanted to share my feelings. It's hard to get any understanding about this stuff from people in real life. That's why I post a lot on this forum. I think I'm especially scared of dealing with authorities but I think it's unlikely to end up in jail they probably would put me in mental hospital tho and the disappointment that you failed and have to endure live with even more problems while your partner succeeded and is already free.

I did research to this. And from what I read, that the survivor will be charged with "Assisting a suicide". :/ I think it is so stupid it's like that too.

So, yeah, if you and your partner end up going through with it, please just be careful. The both of you. Okay? Be safe friend. And whatever you decide, we're here for you

 

[GotTheTickets]

If you're the one that's scared, than go first.

 

[CutePrincess]

If you're the one that's scared, than go first.

I think we will go about the same time. It wouldn't be fair to expect her to wait until I die. Also I may just lose consciousness but survive somehow.