Venting Being alone

[lithium00]

I'm alone and I'll always be alone. I feel like my presence is so repelling to everyone that no one would truly like me.

Every time when I talk to someone I think that they don't like me. It seems so easy when other people do it.

There was always this thought that there might be someone who could truly understand me but now I don't think there will be. Every time I try to connect to new people there's something so odd about me that people don't like me or just rather talk to someone else than me. It's dystopic to think that that will ever change. I've been like this since I've been a kid.

My old therapist told me that there's people who like being alone. I don't think that I like being alone I just find it more repelling to get rejected.

I'm not sure how long it will take before life gets too painful. I don't even feel like a person nor a human anymore.

 

[lunar02102009]

I'm alone and I'll always be alone. I feel like my presence is so repelling to everyone that no one would truly like me.

There was always this thought that there might be someone who could truly understand me but now I don't think there will be. Every time I try to connect to new people there's something so odd about me that people don't like me or just rather talk to someone else than me. It's dystopic to think that that will ever change. I've been like this since I've been a kid.

My old therapist told me that there's people who like being alone. I don't think that I like being alone I just find it more repelling to get rejected.

I'm not sure how long it will take before life gets too painful. I don't even feel like a person nor a human anymore.

I know you feel alone i do too..but i feel like the amazing people here are always with me no matter what decision i take they will always support it..we may not have someone in real life but we have each other at the very least

 

[LastNite]

I like being alone. because I dont have to deal with any responsibilities. But at the same time it does suck. Idk though Ive gotten used to it. It destroys your social life quite a lot which is the only part I hate about being alone.

Theres a lot people who hate being alone and which to find someone like them. Sort of like you. I hope you find someone that can help you get thru that <3