Before u ctb, What's the most stupid thing u would do ?

[catdaddy2601]

Nothing ... Life is meaningless and pointless... I'd rather just ctb and get it over and done with

 

[insanedoomer]

correct .

 

[ketchup sandwich]

Overshare on this forum

 

[BreakTheCycle]

I think I'm gonna go to California and see what life is like there for the homeless. I can't stand my current life situation so maybe it'll be fun to experience true freedom before I perish.

I wish u much luck. It's a hard live.
Without money it can be pretty hard to provide even the basics of life. Food, water, Shelter.
But it's possible. It definitely is. I tryed already and i lived pretty comfortable.
Ask for left overs at restaurants, sometimes they even donate a fresh cooked meal. Go dumbster diving. If that is something u can deal with. I've heard that in America they sometimes use chemicals at their thrash. So be aware of that. I highly recommend to not stay at one place for too long. Keep going. By train (illegally with cargo trains) or just walk. It feels amazing if u walked hundreds of kms/miles by yourself and it's so rewarding to go slow wjile being on the road. You'll meet some rly nice and supportive people but be aware that there are also many creeps out there. IDK if your a male or female but it can be dangerous for both with some strangers. Just listen to yourself and you will do and achieve the right thing.
If u have hiking equipment take it with you. Nearly everything helps out there.

It can be the best experience of your life. So once again much luck.

 

[BreakTheCycle]

Nothing ... Life is meaningless and pointless... I'd rather just ctb and get it over and done with

That's true but u can trick your brain. U can make it think that everything is fine even if it's just for a single second.
Maybe u can find something to trick yourself jsut for this brief moment.
Sry to hear that u r at rock bottom besides that. I hope u get better or the ctb will be the way for u to find your peace.

 

[PaYo]

I want to feel connected

 

[BreakTheCycle]

I want to feel connected

This might not be the connection you'r looking for but it's something that I'm doing from time to time.
Get to strangers on the street. Homeless or alcoholics always work good for me. For the homeless I always have some money for the alcoholics always a drink.
I've met some rly nice people through this and I'm meeting the same people in my home town over and over again. Always a nice little chat and sometimes I have to be careful not to get drunk because 2 of them always want to invite me on a drink or 2 or 3....
Maybe u try this. These people are very open and happy about someone that sees them as another human being.

 

[one.way.out]

get creampied

 

[again_noidea]

I dont know, it feels like there is no reason to do anything at all if you want to end it soon. nothing makes sense in that mindset, so why bother.

 

[TommyWiseau]

My most stupid thing would be to make my death look like some kind of conspiracy. Writing some letters to myself from some fictional undercover government organization. Telling friends and aquaintances before my death that I'm being stalked by someone I don't know and make remarks about something mysterious and mind blowing I discovered some days before. Writing a cryptic suicide note where I would deny that I willingly committed the act and reveal that someone forced me to do it... It's pretty stupid and in reality I'm a huge fan of conspiracy theories but thinking about leaving this kind of weird and mysterious legacy gives me a kick. It's also quite unfair of me since I would discredit really thought out and well-known conspiracies by "pranking" everyone.

 

[RedPanda]

Drain my entire bank account, I want it to go to 0.

 

[EVENTUALLY95]

Since I rly wanna kill myself it doesn't matter what my last action will be. There won't be consequences cause I won't be there to experience them.
U could actually just rob a bank just for the fun of it. Who tf cares when you'r dead afterwards. Yourself defenitely shouldn't

So What would it be that u do before u ctb ?

For me it's gonna be travel. But just with a backpack and walking where ever I want. Every single km will be walked. I will live with absolutely 0 money. I just quit this society and live as free as I can before I get even more sick because of all this bullshit thats going on. One last chance to become happy for myself. One last chance for life offside all these humans, all this stress, all this U have to.

Always with the fent in my backpack to quit if I want to.

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[Disco Biscuit]

Run a marathon

 

[Sra_TZ]

This is actually a really interesting question. Before my suicide, I want to clean out my apartment and belongings. Everything. Some of my possessions will be left to certain people who have impacted me in certain ways. The rest of the stuff will be donated to wherever stuff is donated. I don't know if this counts as stupid but it certainly sounds weird the more I think about it.

~S

 

[Versailles]

get creampied

why?

Drain my entire bank account, I want it to go to 0.

I would ask for a multimillion dollar loan

 

[Wrennie]

Dig up a beloved pet's corpse from my backyard and leave it in my parents' bed. As a parting gift for killing me.

 

[ChobaniFlipSmores]

Why not actually decide to go out and backpack? Do something like the 6 months on the Appalachian Trail?

 

[Wanderingthroughdark]

Call my treatment team and say they failed and then powering of my phone and ctb somewhere isolated