Lifeis_Jouissance70
Come, sweet death
- Oct 25, 2023
- 29
I have found beautiful love. Yet, I think I dont deserve an ounce of it. I dont deserve nothing good at all, its not like I've done anything great to better the world, Im just a idiot who deserves to be dead and I still wish to ctb, life is still horrible and I am the same lost cause who is hopeless even after all that, Im not strong enough I could never ever be strong, theres no way I could do anything to even help myself. I just wish that he would find someone else who truly deserves all that love. Im a lost cause I could never ever be fixed no matter how much I am loved. Theres no getting out of wanting to ctb for me even if a miracle happened. That proves that ctb is my only option, not even love can fix me. Absolutely dead to the world.
