Bear1234’s Goodbye Thread (Successful DMC SN)

[Chinaski]

The mods have told me off about my use of language towards this ophelia person but this is because tone is more important than content to those people, they can't be trusted to moderate appropriately so here is another example of this weirdo death fetishist befriending folk so they can see them die for online clout. Not my words folks, but "do not engage" indeed.

Hey all,

I was honored to have this person's companionship, friendship, and ultimate trust in what was the biggest moments. Before I go forward, this is a request to please respect this thread, please do not try to source within it, please do not derail it. I welcome any questions that do not relate to sourcing. Please treat this thread as if it was written by the user. They were beautiful and kind, and fucking hilarious. I like to think we brought each other joy in their last month on this plain. They deserve your well wishes.


To be clear, this was October 2nd, 11pm their time (first SN cup), in the early evening for me. I stayed on the call until I was sure, and there was no voices in the background, (IE outside their apartment) no nothing, and they have not shown back up, therefore I am assuming success. I know that if they survived I would have heard by now. The source was DMC (I was asked to include this as there have been talks about purity concerns and we partially did this to provide information regarding that, in real time. Further clarification, this user did not run it on a panel test beforehand)

Protocol here:

"11 AM : last meal : a 100g natural yogurt and 75g brownie
After that only clear water and 1 red fruit herbal tea
6 PM : I stop drinking
9:20 PM : 1000 mg of paracetamol
10:20 PM : 3x10 mg of meto
11 PM : 25 g or SN from DMC in 50ml water
I drink a second cup if I vomit"

*Note that NO BENZO was taken. See response down thread.

Timed info here, in my time:
(Any questions, just ask)

15:20: Took Meto
15:37: peed after Meto
15:41: "sad but calm"
15:50: Mixing SN to dissolve
15:57: We are both emotional, but calm.
16:00: First Cup SN
16:01: "Really salty"
16:01: Rinsed mouth
16:02: Laid down
16:05: Last clear words, "My heart" (they did not sound scared, likely describing tachycardia)
16:06: Quiet
16:07: — Nothing of note
16:08: — Nothing of note
16:09: Threw up (x 3 ?) / some background noise, some groaning.
16:10: Post puke noises, nothing more of note.
16:11: Coughing, possibly more puking
16:12: Moaning, I hear the reaction after drinking the 2nd cup.
16:13: Light groaning, heavy breath sounds
16:14: Quieter breath sounds
16:15: Hoarse breath sounds, grunt-like breath, possibly nearing unconsciousness.
16:16: Fast breath
16:17: Quieter and quieter breath now, much slower.
16:18: —Nothing of note
16:19: Quiet.
16:20: Quiet.
16:21: Small background noise, no more painful breathing.
16:22: Liquid-like breath sounds, much slower breath
16:23: Slower breath sounds
16:24: Small background noise.
16:25: Quiet, VERY slow breath
16:26: — Nothing of note
16:27: I speak my last words, telling them I love them, to let go.
16:28: Quiet, no more breath sounds evident.
16:29: Quiet.
16:30-17:20 Silence.

End call.


We both have and had the hope that this can somehow help educate others. Discussion is welcome, but please do not use this thread to source, please be respectful.

Thank you all. I really value this community, to those who have reached out, you know who you are

I miss and love you, M. It's not goodbye, it's see you later<3 Thank you for trusting me to have your back.

 

[Permanoir]

This really encourages me with my SN plan. RIP bear

 

[Chinaski]

Hey @rainwillneverstop @nozomu i know you guys have been very active in terms of moderating the old bad language, maybe you also want to look at yet another example of this weirdo seeking out friendship with people on here so he can log their deaths and provide encouragement along the way, this person could feasibly be sick as fuck, i leave it to your expert opinion to decide and explain

First off, I personally want to recognize this amazing person for all they contributed here. Well thought out threads, filled with links to back everything up (always), and a true desire to want to leave a lasting positive contribution to this community they valued so much. For allowing them to speak their mind in a safe space, without being judged etc. Joe has left us with many many threads that will go on to help people make the best choices for themselves. They made too many well informed comments for me to link them all, but you can find them via searching the username; I have linked their originally authored threads below in the comments.

I hope the same for this thread. It was all our hope that it would help inform and educate people who may be also choosing this path.

This documentation was taken by a third party Joe trusted explicitly, and who I have complete trust in their accuracy and reliability. As previously mentioned, please refrain from speculation, since this negates all the safety measures we have taken for the sake of all involved.


Joe believed strongly in the concept of stepping into nothingness, for them, this was the ideal ending to what was a long time filled with pain, both mental and physical. Please respect this thread as if it was written by Joe. Please do not derail it or try to source within it. If there are questions, please make a separate thread and inquire that way, but I am kindly asking that any kind of reaction threads whether peaceful or potential intense reactions to what you may read below, etc do not directly include his username, so as to not mess with the amazing legacy of posts they have left us with. I respect the need and desire to discuss and I encourage it, but please let's do it in a respectful way.

Thank you.

Joe's Goodbye Thread and Protocol can be found here:

Joe Says Goodbye (SN)

Hey you amazing creatures, I am getting my self-deliverance! During my time here at SaSu, I've tried to make this community a little better by sharing what I know, hoping it might help someone else, just as others have helped me. Along the way, I've had the privilege of making some incredible...

sanctioned-suicide.net

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"Joe went into his protocol very dehydrated and running on a complete lack of sleep, they do not suggest this. Take care of your body while you can"

***I have a rough theory that the speed of everything below may be partially attributed to the dehydration they were experiencing***

2:47 Preparing protocol OTC meds, plus 25mg Benadryl (vs the 50mg that is mentioned in their protocol)
2:50 Took the above meds with a small sip of water.
3:05 Took Meto
3:06 "Meto was bitter"
3:30 Preparing YT Brand SN x 3 (25g SN x 50mL water)
3:33 "anxiety wave"
3:36 "a little nervous, but excited"
3:39 "It was observed that allowing the SN to settle and then return to stirring is better than adding more water. Make sure all is dissolved."
3:42 Benzos, chewed up and taken with a small amount of water.
3:51 Glass 1 - "Very salty"
3:58 Mentioned bathroom, unclear if they got up in that moment.
4:00 Some low groans, it was the friends understanding that it's unlikely they got up as things seem to happen very fast.
4:01 "Second glass is a no go"
4:02 Spaced out breath, possibly in and out of consciousness, no longer responding clearly.
4:03 Temporary silence, microphone may have been obscured temporarily as audio picks back up clearly in a short time.
4:10 Small background noise
4:13 Small breath sounds, sounds may be compromised still. Friend believes they may be unconscious now as they are not responding.
4:15 Audio is clearer now, breath is more spaced out now.
4:16 Slower, ragged breath.
4:17 Slightly high pitched breath, still very spaced.
4:18 Ragged, slow breath, definitely unconscious.
4:19 Longer breath sounds, still very spaced out.
4:20 Slower breath, not labored, low grunt noise.
4:21 Very ragged, almost akin to a snore
4:22 Very spaced out breath sounds.
4:23 Even more spaced out breath sounds
4:24 Same as above.
4:25 VERY SLOW, final breath sound.
4:26-5:20 Silence


Now, before everyone goes off the rails asking why they did not throw up. This is pretty rare. There were no typos or mistaken noise, the person who gave me this account was VERY CLEAR that Joe did not throw up, they asked how they were feeling nausea wise a couple times, and it seemed like things were already starting to affect them in terms of hearing clearly etc. Essentially one minute they were talking, the next it was low groans, a check in on the second glass, and things QUICKLY escalated.

You can see the test results for this source (YT Brand) on the Goodbye Thread written by Joe at the top of this post.

As far as is my understanding, Joe went as quickly and as peacefully as is possible with this method. I do not personally recommend going into this dehydrated and I can't speak on whether it really had anything to do with absorbing the SN etc. If someone wants to make a thread discussing this, feel free, but please don't do it here.



Many, many thanks. I appreciate the hell out of our amazing mods, this community, and feel peace knowing my buddy is at peace.

 

[userharsh]

Well, here we are again. If you had the good luck to interact with this wonderful human, you'll maybe have an idea of how this one is a bit tough, especially given the time of year, which, I know affects a lot of us in this community. The timed details were given by a trusted third party. Bear has a dear friend here, and I'd be doing Bear a disservice by not mentioning them. @Traveller12724 was an amazing friend to Bear, they talked everyday for five months and I know they are feeling this loss. Please be kind. Bear was a feisty soul but ultimately gentle and they deserve your well wishes. They were also raised with very traditional Indian (as in India, though I shouldn't have to specify) parents and it stuck, in some of their beliefs. If you're familiar, or are on the same path this thread is open for blessings etc


As per usual,

Please remain respectful.
Please do not derail the goodbye thread.
If you have a hot take on what is posted, kindly make another thread,
please leave the username out, so as to not have their goodbye thread associated with potential fear mongers and misinformation.
And finally, please do not try to source anything in this thread, thank you.

Bear was diagnosed with Interstitial cystitis, and they had run through the course of possible medical treatments. Eventually they ventured into the holistic field, they were not met with relief or answers. They saw the quality of life going forward and made the decision that made the most sense. A year and a half of trying, yet there was no real relief in sight.


This user left this plain on Dec 20/21st (stroke of midnight basically)

10:00 800mg Ibuprofen
10:26 Meto 30mg "chalky"
11:17 First SN cup
11:20 "don't feel good" - not panicking
11:25 Low moans and groans, nothing too harsh.
11:26 Breath sounds, user DID NOT throw up.
11:29 No response when called out to, only breath sounds, likely unconscious.
11:33 Definitely unconscious, deep sleep breath type snore noise
11:34 Choppy breath/more snore like sounds, things feel calm.
11:37 Deep sleep like sounds
11:40 Silence



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They fought, hard. Those days where it felt like too much during treatment, this song helped them push through. They were able to laugh about this and other things in those final moments:





Discussion is always welcome, please remain respectful.

much love, SaSu fam

~O

11:17 drink sn and 11:33 unconscious, it is not possible, I already survive sn, it take near about an hour to become unconscious

 

[needthebus]

thank you @opheliaoveragain. posting this gives more information to the community.

in his situation, it sounds like his quality of life woukd have been terrible and he had tried everything and probably saved himself a lot of pain and agony.

the minute by minute thing helps people know what could happen. i am not sure if i will actually ctb, despite sorrow and pain, but the groan you mentioned makes me think of buying heroin and trying to use some if ctb just so that it's less painful, although it didn't sound bad

im especially grateful for you sharing when some pro-lifers don't recognize that this is a scary and difficult choice to make and more information is always valuable to those who are certain or on the fence.

 

[Dot]

Hey @rainwillneverstop @nozomu i know you guys have been very active in terms of moderating the old bad language, maybe you also want to look at yet another example of this weirdo seeking out friendship with people on here so he can log their deaths and provide encouragement along the way, this person could feasibly be sick as fuck, i leave it to your expert opinion to decide and explain

Am defntly opn t/ rportng ctb vyeurs & hve mixd feelngs abt trnscrpts etc bcse thre r 4 yrs wrth of SN dcumentatn on frum nw bt frm wht tht usr sd thy wre only messngr in ths cse & th/ dcumentng/loggng ws dne b/ sme1 els

"This documentation was taken by a third party Joe trusted explicitly, and who I have complete trust in their accuracy and reliability."

"the person who gave me this account was VERY CLEAR that Joe did not throw up"

Slf am fne wth b-ing corrctd if hve missd smethng bcse am readng whle eatng creal @ 5am & only temprrly awke bt hve gt impressn tht OP = prxy postr ths tme s/ thy wre nt invlvd wth th/ loggng or accompnyng th/ usr durng thr ctb

Also lks as tho Atheist Joe ws th/ persn wh/ dcumentd Placo ctb & thn askd sme1 t/ dcumnt thr own whch othr ppl thn lookd @ bcse thy r follwng SN methd etc s/ = feelng mre lke grp of frnds dcumntng fr ech-othr rathr thn 1 persn rubbng thr thighs whle th/ othrs arnd thm all drnk th/ salt

= nt uncommn fr ppl investd in idea of usng SN thmslves t/ b fix8td on SN ctbs

Am nt goin2 hde fct tho tht am gttng cnfusd wth th/ chains of threds & shld prbbly lk l8tr whn am mre awke

 

[howunfortunateforme]

11:17 drink sn and 11:33 unconscious, it is not possible, I already survive sn, it take near about an hour to become unconscious

Can someone weigh in on this?