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ShookCitizen

ShookCitizen

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Feb 28, 2020
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Planning to jump in my battered '14 Civic that I used to love, drive to Beachy Head tomorrow tight, take in the pale moonlight and then jump. The advantage is that you can't really jump unless you're 100% sure. It ain't like taking a fistful of pills, or a cup full of sodium nitrite, and then getting second thoughts. If you can work yourself into jumping then you know you mean it.
 
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Serena 2026

Serena 2026

Student
Jan 15, 2026
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Planning to jump in my battered '14 Civic that I used to love, drive to Beachy Head tomorrow tight, take in the pale moonlight and then jump. The advantage is that you can't really jump unless you're 100% sure. It ain't like taking a fistful of pills, or a cup full of sodium nitrite, and then getting second thoughts. If you can work yourself into jumping then you know you mean it.
It seems like a painful death to me!! 😬😔
 
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Serena 2026

Serena 2026

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Jan 15, 2026
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I understand what you're saying, and you must be very brave... I'm easily frightened and have a low pain tolerance; my procedure is coming up soon—it'll be with N, and I hope it goes smoothly... Good luck to you, and I hope you find your peace!!
 
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Lamentice

Lamentice

Walk without rhythm and you won't attract the worm
Mar 27, 2023
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It seems like a painful death to me!! 😬😔
Most people pass out before they hit the ground; dying quickly while unconscious actually seems pretty peaceful.
Planning to jump in my battered '14 Civic that I used to love, drive to Beachy Head tomorrow tight, take in the pale moonlight and then jump. The advantage is that you can't really jump unless you're 100% sure. It ain't like taking a fistful of pills, or a cup full of sodium nitrite, and then getting second thoughts. If you can work yourself into jumping then you know you mean it.
Hope it all turns out how you need and you are at peace soon 🫂🫂
 
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ShookCitizen

ShookCitizen

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Feb 28, 2020
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I understand what you're saying, and you must be very brave... I'm easily frightened and have a low pain tolerance; my procedure is coming up soon—it'll be with N, and I hope it goes smoothly... Good luck to you, and I hope you find your peace!!
What would your procedure look like? Hope you find your peace too <3
 
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Bitter Almonds

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Jan 16, 2026
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I wish I had someplace like that here. where i could just gradually build up to it without anyone ever stumbling on me.
 
Passenger4224

Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
Mar 8, 2026
404
Be careful, I wouldn't tell the exact CTB location in the public suicide discussion

Wish you the best of luck, fellow jumper
 
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