Venting barely hanging on

[mothmanisgay]

the last few years, i've been barely hanging on, which is an exhausting feeling. i don't know how long i can do this anymore.

its barely getting through the week, and then having to do it all over again.
its barely getting trough school, not enough to actually put effort in assignments, but just enough to pass.
its being with friends and almost being happy, but never really feeling like you belong.
its always being surrounded by people, but always feeling alone
its not getting any type of romantic attention, never feeling good enough

i feel like im hanging on by a thread, and its getting worse, every year that painfully slowely passes.

i wish there was an easy way, something that i could actually do. i always hope i get hit by a car, or get seriously ill.

im so done

 

[NeoN0va]

I feel you so much. That feeling and pain is unbereable. So many of us suffer, yet our problems are being barely solved. I hope all the time that all of us find peace. Wish you get some well deserved rest.

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly understand feeling so tired of suffering in this existence, I also wish it's straightforward to just be free from it all. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[L'absent]

How I understand you. Life is a trap and it feels like I'm going crazy every day. I hope to die soon.