farukon
New Member
- Aug 27, 2026
- 2
The past few months I've been extensively (well, relative to how much someone would usually) researching methods on here
I don't even really know what I'm doing
I have no friends left
I can't stand my family
I'm basically entirely alone and it hurts
I've been practically begging for one of my friends to respond so we could fix things, but I found out today he wordlessly unadded me
My friends leaving me has been a pattern throughout my whole life, and every time I've tried to become better it crashes right down in front of me again
I don't really have a lot of hope for what comes next and it hurts more than anything
I have the means to purchase some shoelaces to attempt ligature method, but practicing with my hands I feel queasy thinking about "compressing" my carotids , there's a visceral mental image that appears that stops me from trying to press hard enough
Innocuous gasses seemed really promising , but it seems like such a hassle to acquire
I don't really know anymore
I don't even really know what I'm doing
I have no friends left
I can't stand my family
I'm basically entirely alone and it hurts
I've been practically begging for one of my friends to respond so we could fix things, but I found out today he wordlessly unadded me
My friends leaving me has been a pattern throughout my whole life, and every time I've tried to become better it crashes right down in front of me again
I don't really have a lot of hope for what comes next and it hurts more than anything
I have the means to purchase some shoelaces to attempt ligature method, but practicing with my hands I feel queasy thinking about "compressing" my carotids , there's a visceral mental image that appears that stops me from trying to press hard enough
Innocuous gasses seemed really promising , but it seems like such a hassle to acquire
I don't really know anymore
