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downthehole
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- Jun 6, 2026
- 7
getting obsessed with a lot of different shit, sometimes in a positive way where its gonna give me a hobby or distraction, sometie just plain out unhealthy obsessed.
and being absolute trash at social interactionsNo biggie, just me completely withdrawing from all routine and going super ocd on a project for several days only to leave it and never return.
StarsAbove
Student
- Jul 25, 2026
- 130
I feel you on those fronts. I will be forever socially awkward. I kind of enjoy the fact that I have special interests though. Right now mine is obsessively consuming all things related to 90's alternative music. What are some of your special interests?
Lol. ADHD at its finest.No biggie, just me completely withdrawing from all routine and going super ocd on a project for several days only to leave it and never return.
downthehole
Member
- Jun 6, 2026
- 7
whats some cool 90's album you'd recommend, music def a special interest, more of the experimental avant-garde side of stuff, uhh and drugs i guess
StarsAbove
Student
- Jul 25, 2026
- 130
Hmm, the closest thing to experienental/avant-gard 90s that I listen to is Nine Inch Nails. They're more industrial but they incorporate experimental sounds. The Downward Spiral is their most popular album. Has my favorite song 'Closer' on it. The music video for it was banned at the time because it was too disturbing.
If you are interested in the origins and science and chemistry behind drugs, you might like the Vice TV show called Hamilton's Pharmacopeia.Never fitting in. Never knowing the right thing to do or say. Poor decision making as a result. A life of complete regret.
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- Jan 12, 2026
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mostly with social things i think. i also have special interests, which sometimes can be nice or sometimes is frustrating if i get too focused on something.
StarsAbove
Student
- Jul 25, 2026
- 130
I don't understand the world and I don't fit in. I'm not normal and I don't act normal and this has just given me a lifetime of trauma.
StarsAbove
Student
- Jul 25, 2026
- 130
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It can absolutely be traumatic to be neurodivergent in a neurotypical world. But you have every right to be here.Similar threads
