Hopefully, that will be enough. I won't be giving any live updates during the process but I don't mind answering questions till then. Hopefully, this will be my last post. Wish me luck.
Hello
@pomcustard,
Here, I see great courage you've mustered.
I'm sorry for your pain since childhood[1] -
It's a torture - not just a low mood[2].
Your desire for peace has been so strong[3].
You've endured suffering for so long[4].
So I hope you attain great relief -
And your discomfort will be brief.
From this torment, may you be freed.
At this moment, may your pain recede,
And attain peace you really
need -
@pomcustard, Godspeed.
Notes:
[1] "Been depressed since I was a kid and attempted when I was 18."
feel free to talk and vent about it down below.
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[2] I was depressed when I was 8 (not diagnosed) and it was pure torture.
[3] Preparing for the act, especially when you're depressed, is no mean feat.
[4] "I have to postpone my ctb by a week because my uncle's 40 days is coming up..."
I have to postpone my ctb by a week because my uncle's 40 days is coming up (in my country, it's a tradition to gather 9 days after and 40 days after someone's death to pray for them) and I don't want to get in the way of that gathering. I want my mom to at least be able to pray for her brother...
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And while it's entirely your choice, we'll welcome you when you come back here.
