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kk13

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Every night i wait till everyone is asleep then i go to the living room i get the rope if im feeling strong enough then ill actually attempt wlse ill just have the noose around my neck for a few minutes then put the rope back and go to sleep
I don't know how much more of this i can take .
 
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I wish I had any sort of advice, but all I can do is say you're not alone in feeling this way. Being stuck in this loop feels like hell
 

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