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goodbad&ugly777

goodbad&ugly777

never enough
Jul 10, 2026
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Gonna wait till my parents are 100% asleep, get high and take as much Benadryl as possible and try to partially hang myself, I don't really know what I'm doing like at all and I don't think I have what I really need but the tie I'm using should hold so hopefully I'll be gone soon. Probably gonna attempt in like 3 or 4 hours.

I appreciate the help that this forum or whatever you call it gave me, thanks everyone. I'll update tomorrow if I survive but if I don't I'm probably gone or in a hospital ig, my attempt is a little amateur but I'm desperate so, thanks again, bye ;)
 
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vaas

vaas

Member
Feb 19, 2026
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Taking too much Benadryl might make you vomit it
 
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discernment

discernment

Student
Aug 11, 2026
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I hope you find some peace, you're not alone here 🫂
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,216
Gonna wait till my parents are 100% asleep, get high and take as much Benadryl as possible and try to partially hang myself, I don't really know what I'm doing like at all and I don't think I have what I really need but the tie I'm using should hold so hopefully I'll be gone soon. Probably gonna attempt in like 3 or 4 hours.

I appreciate the help that this forum or whatever you call it gave me, thanks everyone. I'll update tomorrow if I survive but if I don't I'm probably gone or in a hospital ig, my attempt is a little amateur but I'm desperate so, thanks again, bye ;)
Wish you peace and luck in everything you choose🫂
 
khora

khora

Member
Jul 17, 2023
45
if you aren't dead that must have been the craziest deliriant trip ever
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,710
I hope you find peace.
 
darkshadownice

darkshadownice

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Dec 9, 2024
51
Taking too much Benadryl might make you vomit it
Depends on how much he takes. Take enough, and you're going to have heart attacks and seizures.
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,216
Depends on how much he takes. Take enough, and you're going to have heart attacks and seizures.
Heart attack? Really? Can one get a life threatening fatal heart attack with enough Benadryl?
 
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Heart attack? Really? Can one get a life threatening fatal heart attack with enough Benadryl?
A high enough dosage can cause arrhythmia, it absolutely can cause your heart to seize up.
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,216
A high enough dosage can cause arrhythmia, it absolutely can cause your heart to seize up.
🤯 I never knew it. I have ODed benadryl once and I drank entire bottle. I felt sleepy within 30 minutes with a weird uncomfortable heaviness in the head and nose area
 
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darkshadownice

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🤯 I never knew it. I have ODed benadryl once and I drank entire bottle. I felt sleepy within 30 minutes with a weird uncomfortable heaviness in the head and nose area
That's because Benadryl is an Antihistamin;, It can affect the heart at much higher dosages tho. It's actually pretty difficult to die from Benadryl.
 
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ctb_warrior

ctb_warrior

I wish to CTB asap
Feb 11, 2024
1,216
That's because Benadryl is an Antihistamin;, It can affect the heart at much higher dosages tho. It's actually pretty difficult to die from Benadryl.
Ohh. I started to think about ctb with Benadryl. I only knew KCl can cause cardiac arrest. Though it's not that easy to take that route as well.
We really need a new method that can replace SN method because SN is not available easily anymore
 

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