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ConstantPain

Sorry but cats are so much better than people
Jun 9, 2022
286
I wake up feeling like crap and wishing I was dead but don't have enough energy to be actively suicidal. Then work keeps me so busy that I don't have much time to think about it. I usually have to take a nap after work and after waking, I get the most energy I have all day. So for me it's late at night that I have the strongest motivation and energy to end it.
 
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2dietmrow

Member
Jul 9, 2022
13
Mostly while I'm at work between 8am -4pm. It definitely varies but it's usually in the mornings
 
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treetop.grazer

Student
Jan 11, 2022
126
It's definitely in the morning for me, every time I wake up its "shit, I'm still here". Then I get with the daily routine of distracting myself. Going to be tough for next few weeks though as have sprained my foot so can't go on my daily hikes and cycles
 
8evergo

8evergo

Mage
Oct 20, 2021
557
when everything goes into the junk of the world again
 
BasqueClown

BasqueClown

Zirkua ata heriotza
Jun 9, 2022
121
For some reason, suicidal thoughts rises between 11 am to 3:00 pm , I feel tired, confused and suicidal at the same time. Perhaps it's my brain remembering that it was for that period that I had my attempt
 
Mr. Incapable

Mr. Incapable

Also inadequate, incompetent, weak & powerless
Jun 21, 2022
175
I think I'm more suicidal during the day.. but I always plan to attempt in the evenings. However, during the evenings I tend to have the least amount of mental and physical energy after a long day of my mind beating myself up. Therefore, I end up not attempting or not giving the attempt my 'all'. I need to plan to attempt during the day when I have the most energy and my suicidal intentions are at their highest. I think I always plan for the evening, subconsciously and unknowingly, as a means to delay it? or maybe because it 'feels more right' like the end of the day, end of my life? I don't know. This thread has given me a lot to consider.. but I think daytime attempts will allow me to really mentally and physically push myself to do it (at least I hope)..
 

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