kuniwan
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- Oct 22, 2023
- 5
I know this varies a lot from person to person, but I do enjoy the relationships I have. Yes, nobody is truly respectful/loyal, but it doesn't render the relationships I have a guise to me because people aren't disingenuous to the same degree and they're capable of improving. Like it's not going to be perfect obvi, but people can be good at it.
However, I do find myself losing a lot of people I was close to because I just don't have the energy to maintain time for them. I can go months without talking to anyone if put to it because I'll only focus on how I don't want to be here anymore. Talking to others knocks the wind out of me to the point where sending a text is difficult. I'm not really interested in forming any new close connections right now because of this.
However, I do find myself losing a lot of people I was close to because I just don't have the energy to maintain time for them. I can go months without talking to anyone if put to it because I'll only focus on how I don't want to be here anymore. Talking to others knocks the wind out of me to the point where sending a text is difficult. I'm not really interested in forming any new close connections right now because of this.