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waiting for a miracle
- Dec 17, 2021
- 804
My friends,
it is my day now. I've started my SN regime yesterday and will end my pain today around midnight. To keep this community safe, I will not do any updates once I've taken the SN so that when I'll be found tomorrow, they won't see this website. I'd like to ask the mods to delete all my messages or my account tomorrow and I promise to log out and delete my browser history. I want you all to be safe.
Dear all, you've helped me so much. My special way to engage was to count with some of you guys. I loved the counting. I will spend the rest of the day to sort my stuff and try not to get too nervous. I'm nervous as fuck but I know it's what I want. I have SN, benzos, meto, an antacid, a beta blocker, so I really hope it should be fine. There's lots of fear inside of me but it's the fear of the unknown. There is no life for me.
I'll spend some time on this website during the next hours to calm down a bit.
Thank you for everything, dear friends.
it is my day now. I've started my SN regime yesterday and will end my pain today around midnight. To keep this community safe, I will not do any updates once I've taken the SN so that when I'll be found tomorrow, they won't see this website. I'd like to ask the mods to delete all my messages or my account tomorrow and I promise to log out and delete my browser history. I want you all to be safe.
Dear all, you've helped me so much. My special way to engage was to count with some of you guys. I loved the counting. I will spend the rest of the day to sort my stuff and try not to get too nervous. I'm nervous as fuck but I know it's what I want. I have SN, benzos, meto, an antacid, a beta blocker, so I really hope it should be fine. There's lots of fear inside of me but it's the fear of the unknown. There is no life for me.
I'll spend some time on this website during the next hours to calm down a bit.
Thank you for everything, dear friends.
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