Discussion Suicide advent calendar, last week of attention whoring is upon us

[Angel999]

I think I'm more afraid of life than death. I'll jump or lie under a train this week, as my pills run out and without them I will experience seizures strokes cardiac arrest unbearable anxiety no sleep and whatever.
Already gave up and deleted everything. I don't have anything to say really I'm just always attention whoring.
Oh, I also have 10 other lethal reasons to kill myself this is just the immediate one. I kept pushing the date back and scamming people to feed my addiction but I ran out of ways. No I won't go to any doctor and none will help me so don't bother saying that. I take 10 times over maximum dose. I might have taken 23 or 28mg of Xanax within a few hours and I don't feel many effects. I got like 40 dollars left but idk how that will help me suicide. If normal push won't work I'll exit and go homeless severing my only relationship irl with my family that are all pieces of shit and leave this garbage heap of an apartment. Yap yap yap. Start the count, if I'm alive by Monday my life will be over cuz I'll be a half dead vegetable with tubes in all my holes kept alive in ICU probably.
One more dead Pole doesn't make a difference, this shit country is worthless fuck it.

 

[sillyprincessmeow]

I hope that you feel the relief you want. Life is painful

 

[locked*n*loaded]

The OP's post was from the 4th of August.

Are you still here OP? @angel999

If you're not still with us, I hope you've found the peace you deserve. Even if you are still with us, I hope you've found peace, and hopefully, help for your issue.

 

[EternalShore]

The OP's post was from the 4th of August.

Are you still here OP? @angel999

If you're not still with us, I hope you've found the peace you deserve. Even if you are still with us, I hope you've found peace, and hopefully, help for your issue.

Their account is banned, but idk if it's a self-ban~
Regardless, see ya, Angel999~ I wish you the best and will pray for you~ :) It's unfortunate that I wasn't able to respond to your thread until I just saw it now~ :( I hope you don't pass feeling lonely but loved~ :)

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Their account is banned, but idk if it's a self-ban~

How's it banned? I don't see a line through their username.

 

[EternalShore]

How's it banned? I don't see a line through their username.

from what I can tell, this is more than likely the case given that one does not have the option to follow, ignore, and pm them as one would have with an active user~
unfortunately, the moderation policy is extremely opaque here, so I have no clue more than that~ >_< I've seen like 3-5 ways of "banning" accounts, and I'm not even sure if they're all bans or not~ >_<