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needed_

needed_

waiting for a miracle
Dec 17, 2021
804
My friends,

it is my day now. I've started my SN regime yesterday and will end my pain today around midnight. To keep this community safe, I will not do any updates once I've taken the SN so that when I'll be found tomorrow, they won't see this website. I'd like to ask the mods to delete all my messages or my account tomorrow and I promise to log out and delete my browser history. I want you all to be safe.
Dear all, you've helped me so much. My special way to engage was to count with some of you guys. I loved the counting. I will spend the rest of the day to sort my stuff and try not to get too nervous. I'm nervous as fuck but I know it's what I want. I have SN, benzos, meto, an antacid, a beta blocker, so I really hope it should be fine. There's lots of fear inside of me but it's the fear of the unknown. There is no life for me.
I'll spend some time on this website during the next hours to calm down a bit.

Thank you for everything, dear friends.
 
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Julgran

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Dec 15, 2021
1,427
Good luck to you - whatever comes next after this existence! :wink:
 
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EraseRewind

Circling the drain
May 13, 2020
225
As always I'm sorry that this life has brought another of us to this point, and as always please know that if you change your mind you are amongst friends here and it's never too late.

I wish you peace and love; bless you fellow traveler 🙏❤️.
 
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Myl

Anhedonia.
Jan 23, 2019
3,219
Counting with you was fun. Thanks for playing with us while you were here!
I'm sorry that it has come to this for you
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,592
I'm sorry that things are so hopeless. I know that it is hard to carry on when you are in so much pain. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
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OrcWitch

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Sep 3, 2021
702
Goodbye. I'm sorry you live in so much agony.
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,990
Dear @needed_ My heart goes out to You, l'm so sorry life has brought you to this point, l pray your exit is peaceful and pain free and l really hope l get to meet you on the other side,My Staffie Max sends you a loving Wuff and a tail wag! 🙏
 
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OldDrummer

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Feb 4, 2022
435
Safe travels.
 
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S like Siren

S like Siren

Enlightened
Apr 29, 2021
1,556
My friends,

it is my day now. I've started my SN regime yesterday and will end my pain today around midnight. To keep this community safe, I will not do any updates once I've taken the SN so that when I'll be found tomorrow, they won't see this website. I'd like to ask the mods to delete all my messages or my account tomorrow and I promise to log out and delete my browser history. I want you all to be safe.
Dear all, you've helped me so much. My special way to engage was to count with some of you guys. I loved the counting. I will spend the rest of the day to sort my stuff and try not to get too nervous. I'm nervous as fuck but I know it's what I want. I have SN, benzos, meto, an antacid, a beta blocker, so I really hope it should be fine. There's lots of fear inside of me but it's the fear of the unknown. There is no life for me.
I'll spend some time on this website during the next hours to calm down a bit.

Thank you for everything, dear friends.
Are you italian?posso unirmi a te?
 
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Ψ YearZero Ψ

Welcome, Year Zero!
Oct 29, 2021
39
Good luck! I wish you all the peace you deserve.
 
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Kobusu

Writer
Oct 18, 2021
268
Good luck, and godspeed. No matter what happens I hope you find peace, however it may come.
 
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Feeding Pigeons

Feeding Pigeons

Warlock
Aug 5, 2021
776
Good luck, I hope you reach your destination.
 
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Sanva

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Dec 10, 2021
261
safe travels, I hope you find peace my friend.
 
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fox_wannabe

fox_wannabe

Enlightened
Jul 7, 2021
1,112
I hope you will find peace and that you don't suffer.
 
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someonelse

Member
Jan 28, 2022
77
Im planning to ctb today too. I wish you the best of luck in whatever happens. I'm nervous too. 💙
 
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FractalTears

Member
Feb 4, 2022
51
I hope you find peace💙
 
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Depressed Cat

Mage
Jan 4, 2022
567
It's sad it has come to this 😢 but whatever happens, I wish you the best and hope you find peace! ❤
 
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Dead Meat

DOOMED
Oct 10, 2018
18,394
I wish you the very best for a peaceful and pleasant journey lot's of Love AN Hugs to You Beautiful Soul :heart::hug::heart::hug::heart::hug:
 
angiegirl30

angiegirl30

Student
Jan 20, 2022
112
I am so sorry that it has come to this. Remember it's okay to change your mind or your plans. Sending love your way. Will be thinking of you.💛
 
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orange

Experienced
Nov 19, 2021
243
These threads are always bittersweet. We never talked but I wish you the best, it's nice to know someone won't be hurting anymore.
 
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NearlyIrrelevantCake

The Cake Is A Lie
Aug 12, 2021
1,630
Wishing you peace, OP.
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,794
Thanks for the lovely PM. message you sent me. I feel honoured that you thought of me on your final moments when I was offline. I will miss you tanti tani, ragazzza Mia. La solitude és tutti que siento. Arriverdecci my angel, sim to the sky. Gosh it's always hard to say goodbye. Even though i t know this is what you wanted my eyes are running a river from someone I never met in person. May you find peace in the arms of an angel. Ti amo.
My friends,

it is my day now. I've started my SN regime yesterday and will end my pain today around midnight. To keep this community safe, I will not do any updates once I've taken the SN so that when I'll be found tomorrow, they won't see this website. I'd like to ask the mods to delete all my messages or my account tomorrow and I promise to log out and delete my browser history. I want you all to be safe.
Dear all, you've helped me so much. My special way to engage was to count with some of you guys. I loved the counting. I will spend the rest of the day to sort my stuff and try not to get too nervous. I'm nervous as fuck but I know it's what I want. I have SN, benzos, meto, an antacid, a beta blocker, so I really hope it should be fine. There's lots of fear inside of me but it's the fear of the unknown. There is no life for me.
I'll spend some time on this website during the next hours to calm down a bit.

Thank you for everything, dear friends.
For you my good friend who even took time to write me a pm message, ti amo ratazana mia, one of my fav songs. For you. I'm done for today. I'm so sad, i know it's what she wanted and I respect that, but it hurts so much when someone you talk , learn to admire goes. Another star in the sky. Arruverderci, tutto que sinto e la solitudine .
 
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