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ijustwishtodie

ijustwishtodie

I have finally found my ultimate bliss
Oct 29, 2023
5,795
I am not ready for 2025 but unfortunately I have to go through with it since I can't see myself being dead before 2025.
I won't see it. I'm leaving on the 30th. To everyone who is going into it and beyond, I wish them nothing but the best. It looks like it's going to 'interesting' to say the least.
Yep, I also feel like it's going to be horrifying. Humans are currently operating everything on the assumption that resources are infinite when we know that they aren't. I feel like humanity will see the consequences of that happening soon enough
 
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NoPoint2Life

NoPoint2Life

Why is this so hard?
Aug 31, 2024
936
I never look forward to a new year. But now I am even more scared than usual because I don't know how life is going to be for my family by this time next month. My mom is currently waiting to have tests to see if she has cancer. Even if she doesn't, she has a zillion health issues and they would probably want to remove the mass so that could be yet another operation and needing to be taken care of even more so. She's already housebound.

Either way, she already suffered so much and I can't stand looking at another year of her suffering. And I know my username already says it, but in the past few months, I have started to believe it even more so. Next year just gives me an opportunity to increase that.

And I'm in the US so I am scared too about what happens after you know who takes office.
 
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dontwakemeup

Paragon
Nov 11, 2024
909
I'm not looking forward to the next hour, day, month and definitely not another year! I don't know how I'll be able to another year.

I always think each year that passes, I'm almost there and can't live forever!
 
OldManOfTheLake

OldManOfTheLake

Dakhma
Nov 11, 2024
63
I feel like we are about to start that part of the Star Wars Christmas Special where Carrie Fisher tries to sing while incredibly high on cocaine. Except it will go on for years.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,704
Under no circumstances would I wish to suffer for another year in this torturous, futile existence rather I just wish for the peace of never suffering again instead, it feels like I've suffered for so long already and I wish I never suffered at all more than anything, to be conscious in this existence is an abomination to me personally. I see human existence as such a terrible, cruel mistake and it's something I'd never wish for, there's so much cruelty in how I cannot just have the option to simply die in peace even know this existence was imposed in the first place and I'd never wish for any of this, only non-existence could ever be desirable to me, I just wish to fall into an eternal, dreamless sleep and never exist ever again, it's horrific to me how a human can suffer for so long just to be tortured by old age with no limit as to how much agony they can feel.
 
ChronicAnamnesis

ChronicAnamnesis

Member
Oct 7, 2024
17
the art of just not caring anymore is gonna carry me through 2025
 

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