DocNo

DocNo

whatever
Oct 30, 2020
1,750
at the moment i guess about 70-75kg at 178cm - don't have a scale - only the holes on my belt are an indicator ^^ - so it's more an estimate.
i do no sports and sit mostly in front of my computer so i depends a lot on my diet.

slightly underweight in my younger years till 27 (cause by health issues) but since then pretty normal weight.

the two times i gave upon myself and decided to kill myself as soon as i run out of money i gained a bit weight. at the first time a bit more cause i mainly did eat ham-cheese toast and pasta with meat. but seems that i don't easily gain weight cause it only brought me a little in the overweight section i guess. when i then ran out of money having nothing i started to drink water and nothing else for straight 11 days. always wanted to do that cause i once read it's good for mental state. i guess it basically saved my life cause i then felt for 6 months really good.

and cause i have lots of headaches with the main trigger coming from food i improved over time my diet. so with don't eating less then in unhealthy times it just matters for me what i eat and when i eat healthy my weight stays pretty constant.
 
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jokesonme22

Member
Jan 1, 2021
14
overweight. i started going to the gym but we'll see if that's just because I'm manic. I bet when depression hits I'll give up as usual
 
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Wrennie

Wrennie

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Dec 18, 2019
1,546
My BMI is technically average but I'd feel a lot better if I were anorexic again.
 
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stygal

stygal

low-wage worker
Oct 29, 2020
1,732
My BMI is technically average but I'd feel a lot better if I were anorexic again.
This. But it's just the mind playing tricks because it's actually terribly exhausting.
 
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Latios

Latios

Experienced
Nov 22, 2020
268
Over, unfortunately.

Eating unhealthy highly caloric food is one of the last things that makes me happy :(
 
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Bärchen

Bärchen

Distracting myself through Life
Apr 7, 2019
202
I'm fat. About 107kg at 1.80m, lowest was 99kg.
But i work out at home cause gym is closed and in the past was somewhere between 140 and 150kg
 
MiserableBastard1995

MiserableBastard1995

Experienced
Mar 17, 2018
291
Overweight, but have made good progress from 100kg/220lb in early 2018. I'm 167cm/5'6" so realistically that's the "fat" side of "chubby". Since then, I've greatly reduced emotional eating (substituted by ramping up the coffee and escapist hobbies even further) and eating healthier food and much less of it. Little/no exercise as I have gradually worsening chronic fatigue. Like this, I've been able to lose 1kg/2lb a month.
Still a bit chubby at 75kg/165lb, would be content at maintaining 65kg/145lb.
 
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Deformationalplagio

Born deformed
Dec 28, 2019
376
At the momment i weight 48kg
 
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foxdie

Got my ticket
Aug 18, 2020
1,011
I've been underweight basically my entire adult life.
 
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ZardozOmega

ZardozOmega

Narcissist Gay NEET-cel
Mar 4, 2020
718
I am a disgusting fat fuck.
 
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Øystein

Øystein

Can't cope
Apr 24, 2020
81
I'm just a bit overweight but I'm enjoying starving myself, it actually calms difficult emotions down.
 
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Polly

Specialist
Jan 15, 2020
309
Overweight by 25 lbs, up 15 since shelter in place. Emotional eater now tied to a completely sedentary routine.
 
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KickFive

KickFive

Eins. Zwei. Drei. Vier....
Nov 23, 2020
50
Pretty under weight. 106 lbs at 5'8. Lost ~20 pounds since I lost my job and apartment, lol. Most days I don't break 1000 calories, and I have a BMR of 1400 or so.
 
Querry1

Querry1

life is unfair, ctb or get away
Aug 16, 2018
180
Lost 24 kgs over 4 months due to depression, now I got set meds and I'm back on track, best winter I've witnessed in my life
 
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312

312

Lari
Oct 28, 2020
41
I am well below my weight. I had anemia a few years ago which almost resulted in leukemia and I barely eat.
 
signifying nothing

signifying nothing

-
Sep 13, 2020
2,553
Its the weight of my mind I worry about more.
 
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DJJE

Member
Sep 29, 2020
61
Overweight, not by too much.

I used to be very healthy, but age, injuries, and an apauling knowledge of fitness and nutrition ragiemes haven't helped.

The worst thing that happened was a misdiagnosis of my mental health condition coupled with an injury. I piled on weight due to medication and my mood didn't change as the injury I had was stopping me from sleeping. I'm still fucking furious about the GP, NHS, and relative who exaggerated/lied about health conditions. I've never been able to shake that weight off. Being fat does not make you jolly.

In recent months I've learnt a bit more, my weight is now stable but overweight, although my waist size is getting smaller.

Hopefully, this will lead to long term improvements.
 
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MiserableBastard1995

MiserableBastard1995

Experienced
Mar 17, 2018
291
Overweight, not by too much.

I used to be very healthy, but age, injuries, and an apauling knowledge of fitness and nutrition ragiemes haven't helped.

The worst thing that happened was a misdiagnosis of my mental health condition coupled with an injury. I piled on weight due to medication and my mood didn't change as the injury I had was stopping me from sleeping. I'm still fucking furious about the GP, NHS, and relative who exaggerated/lied about health conditions. I've never been able to shake that weight off. Being fat does not make you jolly.

In recent months I've learnt a bit more, my weight is now stable but overweight, although my waist size is getting smaller.

Hopefully, this will lead to long term improvements.
My experience wasn't as appaling as yours, but I really, really feel your anger. Was also misdiagnosed, with depression back in 2014. They put me on some SSRI of which I don't remember the name, gained 30kg because no-one said shit about side-effects. Turns out I was never depressed, and have something that merely mimics depression - complex PTSD. I dropped the meds cold-turkey and made slow progress undoing the damage since 2017.

Really sorry you've been through that; You deserve better. I'm glad you're learning about it and making progress.
 
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ac9830

Member
Dec 25, 2020
17
I'm 6'2" and went from 210 to 180 in a month and a half
 
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head full of static

head full of static

i've been waiting a long time for this
Dec 2, 2020
20
always been underweight. 130 at 6'2. could never afford a lot to eat so ive never been able to gain anything lol
 
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wonderworld

wonderworld

w̶o̶n̶d̶e̶r̶w̶o̶r̶l̶d̶
Jun 5, 2020
351
im healthy weight but if i lose 3lb I will be underweight
 
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patheticpartner

Student
May 4, 2020
100
I'm normal weight, but I really want to die dangerously underweight so that there's less of me to decompose.
 
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AbandonedGirl

AbandonedGirl

Member
Jan 3, 2021
31
Thanks to Amitriptyline gained 22 kilos so yeah now I am overweight... used to be 58kgs on 167cm now i am 80kgs...
 
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Luna88

Student
Jan 4, 2021
119
Sometimes i cant eat for days and sometimes i am so hungry i could eat everything.
 
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ansiedad

ansiedad

Alone
Dec 29, 2020
127
Underweight. And since my depression I lost more...
I just a skeleton
 
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wunschtraum

wunschtraum

wish I was a cat
Jan 15, 2021
160
underweight... maximal 45 kg, but i ear very very much. its my sickness....
 
Nexol

Nexol

Member
Jun 27, 2020
21
I'm kinda on the edge of being overweight and normal weight. My height is about 188cm and i weigh about 88 kilos. I definetely always was underweight till started medication.
 

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