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- Jul 16, 2019
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I'm underweight and I eat like a pig. I'm so nervous that it's like the food is disintegrated immediately after I swallow it.
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I'm underweight and I eat like a pig. I'm so nervous that it's like the food is disintegrated immediately after I swallow it.
yeah , i was close to 100 kg before but not depressed , but later i drop to 70s kg
now i'm close to 100 kg again , i have no mood to do anything . and Hi Eren , AOT fans here.
100% Eren. I have no motivation to do anything. Also the level of cortisol in your body makes losing weight very difficult. Es muy común eso.I have always been overweight, but since I have been depressed I have become really obese, and I have no motivation to lose weight or do anything, does anyone else happen?
What is your purging method, if you don't mind?I would be obese if I didn't purge
What is your purging method, if you don't mind?I would be obese if I didn't purge
What is your purging method, if you don't mind?I would be obese if I didn't purge
This describes my M.O. perfectly.I eat whatever I want now because why does it matter?
No, because my entire existence is built on the principle of taking up as little space as possible in every sense, when I grieve I melt away until I am nothing but a sack of bones.
How can I get on that? :)
Its the only pleasure i get to enjoy. I want to lose weight and get in shape but i have no motivation. I feel like shit and so i eat to feel pleasure, after eating all this shit i feel fat and shitty so i go to sleep, wake up feeling shitty so i eat again, i want this to end so bad i cant get off this hamster wheel
Nah, don't.Tomorrow I have a talk and all my clothes sag off miserably. What wouldn't I give to have 15 kilos more on me bones.
How about you find ten people like you and I can donate 15 kg to each of you? (JK, sorta)
Yup. And getting worse everyday.I have always been overweight, but since I have been depressed I have become really obese, and I have no motivation to lose weight or do anything, does anyone else happen?
I do not eat much ,because I am too depressed to be interested in food anymore. I am thin because of that. The only time in my life that I gained weight was when I was on some stupid antidepressant as well. As soon as I got of the med, I went back to being my normal weight.I got depressed many years ago, and went on citalopram (SSRI). It stopped me from being sad, but also helped me put a huge amount of weight on. So much so that I chose the decision to just come off of them cold turkey because I hated the way I looked more than the way I felt.
My depression was definitely worse when I was carrying extra weight.
I do agree with the advice of getting out there and being active if possible. It doesn't give an instant good feeling like food may, but after a while you start feeling better.
Me too... I no longer find eating pleasurable.Instead, I'm losing weight. Wasting away it seems because I just can't handle this life anymore.