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a_strange_day

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Jul 16, 2019
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I'm underweight and I eat like a pig. I'm so nervous that it's like the food is disintegrated immediately after I swallow it.
 
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Neverod

Neverod

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Aug 8, 2019
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I'm underweight, currently at 45kg, should be at 57kg.
 
Kodama

Kodama

Experienced
Oct 11, 2019
209
The reverse process for me... i lost 10kg since end of august
 
Eren

Eren

Si hablas español mándame un MP
Oct 27, 2018
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I'm underweight and I eat like a pig. I'm so nervous that it's like the food is disintegrated immediately after I swallow it.

Same, but my metabolism is different, I tend to get fat and I'm obese, I eat to relieve depression/anxiety
yeah , i was close to 100 kg before but not depressed , but later i drop to 70s kg
now i'm close to 100 kg again , i have no mood to do anything . and Hi Eren , AOT fans here.

Same... close to 100kg too
 
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azucaramargo

azucaramargo

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Sep 16, 2018
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I have always been overweight, but since I have been depressed I have become really obese, and I have no motivation to lose weight or do anything, does anyone else happen?
100% Eren. I have no motivation to do anything. Also the level of cortisol in your body makes losing weight very difficult. Es muy común eso.
I would be obese if I didn't purge
What is your purging method, if you don't mind?
I would be obese if I didn't purge
What is your purging method, if you don't mind?
I would be obese if I didn't purge
What is your purging method, if you don't mind?
I eat whatever I want now because why does it matter?
This describes my M.O. perfectly.
 
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CrushedHopes

CrushedHopes

Ex-narcissist that is looking to end himself soon
Nov 3, 2019
471
Screenshot x1
Do you even realize that you c/ped the same content three times?
 
snowman626

snowman626

Mage
Jan 28, 2019
545
Im 30lbs overweight. I binge eat like an addict. Im into junk food like pizza, hot dogs, chinese take out, sandwiches, chips, chocolate bars.. i buy a big load of them and eat it all. Im able to eat a lot because im able to puke up most of it to make more room in the stomach.

Its the only pleasure i get to enjoy. I want to lose weight and get in shape but i have no motivation. I feel like shit and so i eat to feel pleasure, after eating all this shit i feel fat and shitty so i go to sleep, wake up feeling shitty so i eat again, i want this to end so bad i cant get off this hamster wheel
 
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waterbottleman

waterbottleman

Not a person
Sep 30, 2019
721
No, I'm overweight because I hate running. It's so boring. Has nothing to do with my depression I just have always found running so boring. Swimming is fun, but I don't want to interact with anyone at the gym so I don't sign up for one.

I lift weights and I eat healthy though, so I'm only slightly overweight. I'm 5'9 and 177 lbs and male. Not too bad.

I'd like to be more like 160 or 155 though.
 
FTL.Wanderer

FTL.Wanderer

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May 31, 2018
1,782
No, because my entire existence is built on the principle of taking up as little space as possible in every sense, when I grieve I melt away until I am nothing but a sack of bones.

How can I get on that? :)
 
FTL.Wanderer

FTL.Wanderer

Enlightened
May 31, 2018
1,782
Its the only pleasure i get to enjoy. I want to lose weight and get in shape but i have no motivation. I feel like shit and so i eat to feel pleasure, after eating all this shit i feel fat and shitty so i go to sleep, wake up feeling shitty so i eat again, i want this to end so bad i cant get off this hamster wheel

This is me, too. I'm an EXTREME sugar-holic. People laugh if I'm ever honest about it, like it's a made-up problem. And the worse my problems, the more sugar I abuse. If you ever want to try having an anonymous online motivation partner, PM me. One major reason I haven't ctb yet is because I feel so bad due to my diet that I can barely get out of bed in the morning, let alone do the research to come to a final decision about ctb...
Nah, don't. :smiling: Tomorrow I have a talk and all my clothes sag off miserably. What wouldn't I give to have 15 kilos more on me bones.

How about you find ten people like you and I can donate 15 kg to each of you? (JK, sorta)
 
woxihuanni

woxihuanni

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Aug 19, 2019
3,299
How about you find ten people like you and I can donate 15 kg to each of you? (JK, sorta)

Deal! :smiling: A lot of people here are bonebags like me, except I doubt they've all been grieving for four months.
 
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BaconCheeseburger

BaconCheeseburger

Comfort-eating
Aug 4, 2018
693
I'm overweight because of a mix of having PCOS and comfort eating because I don't/can't self harm in private anymore so it's the next best thing
 
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Santiago

Mage
Mar 25, 2018
588
I am physically pretty healthy. Only drink water and eat healthy foods. Also exercise a lot.

But I guess I paid for it by being fucked mentally.
 
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anonbpdgirl

anonbpdgirl

Student
Aug 31, 2019
111
I have always been overweight, but since I have been depressed I have become really obese, and I have no motivation to lose weight or do anything, does anyone else happen?
Yup. And getting worse everyday.
 
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terry_a_davis

terry_a_davis

Warlock
Dec 28, 2019
707
I used to be a fitness fanatic. Now i don't care, i've put on weight. I could blame the anti-psychotics but tbh it's just me being a greedy fat bastard :^)
 
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Moonicide

Moonicide

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Nov 19, 2019
802
That, along with being on medication that causes weight gain to keep a bit of my sanity in check. I also struggle with thyroid issues and that fucks with your weight as well. I've always eaten healthy which is why I didn't gain so much weight, but since I'll ctbing soon I said fuck it and have been eating all the foods.
 
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justanotherday

Specialist
Jul 22, 2019
397
I got depressed many years ago, and went on citalopram (SSRI). It stopped me from being sad, but also helped me put a huge amount of weight on. So much so that I chose the decision to just come off of them cold turkey because I hated the way I looked more than the way I felt.

My depression was definitely worse when I was carrying extra weight.

I do agree with the advice of getting out there and being active if possible. It doesn't give an instant good feeling like food may, but after a while you start feeling better.
I do not eat much ,because I am too depressed to be interested in food anymore. I am thin because of that. The only time in my life that I gained weight was when I was on some stupid antidepressant as well. As soon as I got of the med, I went back to being my normal weight.
Instead, I'm losing weight. Wasting away it seems because I just can't handle this life anymore.
Me too... I no longer find eating pleasurable.
 
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