Are you looking forward to something in your life?

[Sslsh]

Death is the only thing I'm looking forward to. There are a lot of things that I would ideally like to do in life, but if given a choice, I'd choose instant death right now. Nothing gets even close.

 

[UseItOrLoseIt]

Yes, the day I don't give a fuck anymore.

 

[Manaaja]

Not right now. Though I wish I was happier and things went well.

 

[Bleunoir]

Absolutely nothing. The idea of Christmas approaching is freaking me out coz everyone looks so joyful and happy and I can't any pleasure in that. Just makes me feel more lonely and suicidal.

 

[ReallyTired]

I only look forward to sleep. (Oblivion). I spend most of a day in bed anyway. But not to be awake feels liberating, escape from from the dreadful feeling of being depressed. Being alive but already dead inside.

 

[demuic]

Looking forward to things means facing the inevitable disappoint at the failure to meet expectations, so I try not to do that anymore.

 

[Ego Sum Medusa]

Each night I look forward to the wonderful elixir known as coffee that I will enjoy in the morning. I love my morning coffee. ♥

 

[Enigmatic Sailor]

Looking forward to trying an authentic philly cheese and steak sub one day.

 

[stellabelle]

If so, what?

Not a fuckin thing.

 

[CFLoser]

I wanna see this new Spider man movie.

 

[KTbear]

I'm going to go get a vanilla coke in the morning. That's pretty much it.

 

[mistvissione11e]

To fall in love with someone and to care for them (death pact in the end with them so that I have someone by my side when I escape into nothingness) although I know it won't cure or suppress my need to stop living.

 

[deletednumber]

To finally beat SI,kill myself and die.

 

[Under The Graveyard]

When it all finally comes to an end.

 

[Sherri]

For this virus to go away and we can drop these masks.

 

[Live Free or Die]

Moving next year. Spending this year researching different states and cities. I'll make several roadtrips to visit in person before I decide. Being able to move anywhere I want when I want gives me a sense of freedom and also of a new beginning.

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

Moving next year. Spending this year researching different states and cities. I'll make several roadtrips to visit in person before I decide. Being able to move anywhere I want when I want gives me a sense of freedom and also of a new beginning.

Anything at the top of your list so far?

 

[TheHatedOne]

sorry for being repetitive but I really can't find any positive thing that I could look forward to. I just want the day of Valentine's Day to come so I can finally free myself from the chains of misery and pain and just get rid of this life I have never asked for.

and we can drop these masks.

not for me. the mask fixes my ugliness.

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

Yeah, my ending of it.

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

I just want the day of Valentine's Day to come so I can finally free myself from the chains of misery and pain and just get rid of this life I have never asked for.

Why have you chosen Valentine's Day?

 

[TheHatedOne]

Why have you chosen Valentine's Day?

a bit of statement of how ''loved'' i was throughout life.

 

[Sherri]

sorry for being repetitive but I really can't find any positive thing that I could look forward to. I just want the day of Valentine's Day to come so I can finally free myself from the chains of misery and pain and just get rid of this life I have never asked for.


not for me. the mask fixes my ugliness.

im sorry for your pain, to me it fixes the fact that I look normal, but after that like work the happy mask comes off and I can be really me.

 

[Snake of Eden]

Bamboozled Disappearance

 

[Capsicum_Corral]

Bacon. Needs to be cooked on both sides until all the fatty parts turn slightly brown. Mmm. That first cup of tea or coffee in the morning too. Those are a daily pleasure that really takes the edge off.

Also have about 6 new types of hot pepper plants I started way too late last year, and am looking forward to them taking off once the weather warms up.

 

[Sunset Limited]

Actually yes :) I've always been waiting for aliens to come and save us. I guess they won't.

 

[Onkyo74893]

Literally nothing to look forward to.

However, I've been researching near-death experiences and the afterlife sounds incredible. I'm not religious but there are too many stories with too many commonalities for there not to be some truth to this. I think our consciousness lives on in a different and better reality to this one and that's something to look forward to.

The only trouble with people describing NDE's is that they were only near death, not dead. I don't believe in any sort of existence beyond death. Just my opinion, nobody knows for certain.

 

[fdnglnslanlnvlonfbo]

I wonder what amazing things the JWST telescope will discover.

 

[WhatDoesTheFoxSay?]

Yeah, my ending of it.

Likewise. Five years of lupus ravaging my body. Maybe I should throw myself a party for having lasted so long.

But I'm done. I'm putting an end to the sh*tshow my life has become.

 

[JinZhin]

There are some things, but all of that is probably shallow, just a distraction... I sometime have glimmers of hope that what is wrong in my life will change, but it's too much, too hard...too stupid to hope for.
I look forward to sleeping and knowing, that some morning will come and I won't be waking up anymore.

 

[Passersby]

No thats why I am on a suicide forum!