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angel164

angel164

martyr
Mar 29, 2026
63
your dream self
in your life where things went right
and you got where you wanted

not what you should be
or what you can be
or what you were told to be.
but what YOU really wanted to be but you couldn't?
because of your illnesses or situations or the people in your life or your upbringing


for me a performing artist, vocal and dance. 😢
 
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delinquentsandwich

delinquentsandwich

professional dissociator
Jan 23, 2026
181
a girl who loves nature, going for walks and playing the piano

I'd have liked to have been an xray technician
that was the dream 😔
 
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GodzillasBiggestFan

GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
490
id also want to be a performing artist, theatre (plays and musicals), drag, and dance.
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
2,322
I would've been a miscarriage before I was ever born. I would've been nothing.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
5,025
A pilot. My vision is too poor so I am not allowed to even drive let alone fly.
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
2,147
Math teacher. Coach alongside. But math was my gift. Wasted potential
 
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fluffyfrost

Member
Aug 19, 2026
5
i don't even know what i wanna be
 
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Insufficent

Insufficent

Student
Jul 13, 2026
108
Im seriosly not sure.
There was a time i wanted to be and have a lot of things but just ended up playing videogames.
Most of my life i was watching and wondering about things i would like to be and have but walked the path with least resistance, away from said things.
With my own decicions i ended up in a situation where i needed help with a fuking drug problem.
Went school, worked as hard i could thinking i just do my best and dont start over after small failure.
Dreamed to learn how to build a selfsufficent/renevable energysystem in a detached house. Became a corporate cannonfodder, paperpusher, a spitcup and an ex-husband. Somehow i still live my dream i had 13 years ago, yet im deeply disapointed. Mosty about things i missed.
 
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mars2027

mars2027

Member
Apr 8, 2026
62
A dancer. I've always felt a strong connection to it. When I was only two years old, I fell and broke several teeth while trying to imitate some ballerinas who were spinning on TV. I've always had a strong sense of musicality. Everyone around me used to tell me so and gather to watch me dance when I was a kid but they never let me explore it seriously, join classes, because "that was gay." Now I feel like I'm too old to pursue professional training and I don't have the resources or the motivation either.
 
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NickyKymJelly

NickyKymJelly

Member
Jul 1, 2026
32
Comic book artist, an animator, art teacher, or even a pediatric nurse. I love drawing cartoon, comic book, and video game characters. Outside of that I also enjoy working with kids, so I wouldn't mind teaching them art or helping them physically. Maybe even a professional gymnast since I like gymnastics (if only I wasn't forced to quit at a young age).
 
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Chili

Chili

You're a wizard, Harry
Sep 27, 2023
147
I wanted to be a comic artist, even before elementary school and all the way through highschool.
Comic book artist, an animator, art teacher, or even a pediatric nurse. I love drawing cartoon, comic book, and video game characters. Outside of that I also enjoy working with kids, so I wouldn't mind teaching them art or helping them physically. Maybe even a professional gymnast since I like gymnastics (if only I wasn't forced to quit at a young age).
Yes! I still dream about doing comics on the side. Teaching about art would also be very fun, I think.
 
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clanktank

Member
Aug 24, 2026
5
I would've been a pilot (of the wide body planes so I could travel to far away places) or a comedian (being on SNL would totally be my dream)
 
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