Discussion Are you fundamentally self destructive?

[hurts2b]

Is "self destructive" a marker of your personality? Something you just fundamentally are? For me it is.

 

[FoxSauce]

No, I mean I dunno actually. Would you mind to define self destructive ? Please

 

[hurts2b]

No, I mean I dunno actually. Would you mind to define self destructive ? Please

I guess I define it as any action deliberately taken against yourself for the purpose of acting against yourself. Does that make sense?

 

[FoxSauce]

Yeah. thank you so much! I guess my most destructive behavior is sh and well insulting myself.

Is it part of who I am? I dont think so

I hope that answers your question.

 

[starboy2k]

Yep and I love it.
I have the most fun when Im destroying myself.

I didn't become this way overnight and I damn sure didn't arrive to this mentality on my own contrary to the popular societal belief of personally taking all the blame for the way the "village" fucks you over.

Im glad im at this point in my life. Makes wanting myself dead all the more comforting.

 

[E4syW3y0u7]

Yes, everytime i've been close to achieve a meaningful thing in my life, i've managed to ruin it and hurt others along the way. I need to be gone.

 

[itsgone2]

Yes. Things will be clear to me then I'll do the opposite and think it's good. So many times.
I hate it. I'd give anything to change it all.

 

[softfur]

YES if you cut the rotten bits out of me there'd be nothing left