Are you at your lowest?

[Tiredofitall2323]

Close to my lowest but trying to hide it now as trying to talk about it doesn't help. I'm helping/supporting others, one with a new venture and others by managing projects and running errands. I'm focused while doing these tasks which are intellectually stimulating, but my personal goal remains unachievable. Regrets unavoidable. Failure inevitable.

 

[XYZ]

Yes. I can't sleep. Loads of anxiety. Lost contact to people. Drag my feet to a job I don't wanna do so I can sustain a life I don't wanna live.

 

[Nymph]

Probably normal but I've been thinking about CTB more than I had ever before

 

[fluffysuicidalbear]

I would say I'm at my lowest now, seems every day is a new low though.

 

[Final Escape]

Yea. I can't believe I'm still here. Barely managing.

 

[Tabbyql]

Think im.pretty much there now. Besides intermittent crying I feel nothing and care about nothing. I don't see any kind of future, no one is going to save me, no hope. I guess wiv my sister's suicide and the final slap in the face of confirmation that noone cares about me is the last straw.

 

[Viro_Major]

Congrats, how did you do it?

no secret, ignition through welcoming the love sent over you, for me it was enough to revive my will to live. Secondly, & apart, listen to the help around available with openness (look for the exploration of @Sensei, the own routine I share is too bold to begin with), in my case it was about trying unusual treatments to, once and for all (after lots of procrastrination) take care of a medical condition that was dragging me down, still is but its grip on me is fading against the efforts. I'm getting the control back.
lastly, overall in 2 words, help yourself, as cheesy as it sounds. For me, it lies about a change of perspective, to look at the same things from new angles and see differently.
all trajectories won't be repeated, I'm older with a specific background (like all of us), so there's also a matter of circumstances. Good luck

edit : kuddos to @dandan too, who hinted me at hormonal treatments

 

[Fedrea]

Are your lowest point in life,your best or just normal?

Lowest ever. Didn't think it was possible to get this low

 

[ocd is bad]

Yes. Alone and very sad.

 

[Leech]

Not my lowest but pretty low. It's hard NOT to be so low given the current global situation. I am immunocompromised so I am stuck at home and gaining weight thanks to it ://

 

[alexit]

Are your lowest point in life,your best or just normal?

Low would feel like I could rebound. I feel my point is removed from the graph.

 

[Deleted member 17949]

I am. I try to be positive but I've never been so low in my whole life.

 

[Eren]

Yes, when I was younger (for example 15 years) I was at least naive, innocent, and I did not imagine such a future.

I also did not have insomnia or significant mobility problems in my hands.

 

[Roberto]

Are your lowest point in life,your best or just normal?

As I can't go below the ground, yes I'm at my lowest. Isolation. No friends. No woman, No work. But ... I'm studying, just to demonstrate to the state that it's not that I don't want to work ... I believe it's true what I'm thinking. But I'm not sure anymore. I forgot why I'm isolated, when I lay down I feel better, I get sleepy. I have things to do at home ... but I don't do it. Even change broken lights, clean ...
And I have to add being addicted to alcohol for a year. The only things that keep me aware of the world are two cats at home. I love them. they have a bigger heart than they could carry on.
I could be a bit lower if I didn't study. That give's me an objective to wake up by routine.

 

[ladolcemorte]

Absolute lowest. Waking up every day is agony.

 

[deadgirlahsatan]

Lowest. Things keep getting worse.

 

[Bruces]

Rock bottom

 

[RicRac]

I don't even know if it's possible to go any lower than this.

 

[nurplexkid]

Lowest again. Last time i was this low i ended up in hospital. I was then bullied for 5 months by a nurse in there so it's not an option.

 

[dieornottodie]

soon i wld be if dont change some things then i wld be stressed to perform well my ctb