I didn't read the last option before I voted cos I'm dumb, but I'm probably closer to that. I had a strong atheist phase at 18, arguing with creationists in youtube comments, which in retrospect was sad, but also very entertaining. I came from a religious school, mass at least 2 times a week, religious family, religious values, iconography and pushy ideas. So yeah only normal some people break out of that harshly.
But now I don't think much about it, any joy anyone can extract from this world without hurting others is good in my book regardless. Amen