Foresight
Enlightened
- Jun 14, 2019
- 1,393
I'm not too down about my character. It's the only thing I was able to work on as everything else crumbled. I do my best. I have a lot of toxicity though. I'm certainly not a bright person.
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fastFWD
running out of time...
- Feb 12, 2019
- 151
what happens when you've lost everything/everyone you care about and you have nothing left to lose; will you still be a good person?
In some aspects... I think so, probably.
In other ones, however... Not so much...
Truly good people (I have met some), rarely have enemies (one I knew only had three people he didn't get along with in his 26 Years of Existence), while I'm close to reach almost forty people I don't get along one way or another...
In other ones, however... Not so much...
Truly good people (I have met some), rarely have enemies (one I knew only had three people he didn't get along with in his 26 Years of Existence), while I'm close to reach almost forty people I don't get along one way or another...
chyme
churning, churning
- Jun 5, 2022
- 30
No. I'm not a good person, because as long as I consider myself a bad person, I'm able to deflect responsibility for my actions.
When I fuck up again, it won't hurt as much, because it's what I expect of myself- because that's "just how I am."
If I express to others that I'm not a great person, they don't hold any high expectations of me.
Despite being aware of the way I am, I make no effort to change, nor do I have any desire to change. I'm a bad person, after all.
lmao.
When I fuck up again, it won't hurt as much, because it's what I expect of myself- because that's "just how I am."
If I express to others that I'm not a great person, they don't hold any high expectations of me.
Despite being aware of the way I am, I make no effort to change, nor do I have any desire to change. I'm a bad person, after all.
lmao.
Judy Garland
HoHum
- Mar 23, 2022
- 826
I don't know. I've had friends say Iam but like. I feel like I make everything worse, I know part of that is depression brain and trauma, but there are so many times I feel I should have done better or when I've hurt people. I try, but I feel like I don't have the energy to do the things that would make me a good person
September5th
You can get better. But the choice is always ours.
- May 17, 2022
- 244
No. Not at all.
If I was good, I wouldn't have lost everything and wouldn't be here. I'm horse shit.
If I was good, I wouldn't have lost everything and wouldn't be here. I'm horse shit.
BetweenRadioStations
Student
- Aug 10, 2021
- 134
I have a good heart. I want the best for people. I want them to thrive but I'd be kidding myself if I said I wasn't fully capable of being a monster. I am. I just haven't snapped yet.
No, I am only driven by fear of not understanding others. I can unknowingly hurt others by trying to honestly defend my position, but if things go very wrong I tend to disappear and withdraw from everyone for years. I have lost contact with family members and other people just because of that, because of my fearful and stubborn attitude... and mostly because of the fear of relating to these people.
I have left many people hanging by walking away from them out of fear and I suppose out of pure selfishness, motivated in the loss of really nothing more than time that was not used to my advantage.
The truth is I'm enough of an asshole to try again and again, but the reality is that I don't like relating to other people and sooner or later I look for a way to run away from these because of the pressure on my mind to maintain ties.
I just did it two days ago, I could have stopped, but I had already been very worried for several weeks because I did not know where everything was taking me and I decided to stop it knowing beforehand how everything would end, in the most heartbreaking way. . as much heartbreaking as saying what I think and defend it until the end, people have never accepted my positions because they are very radical, subjective and very selfish... I do not take into account anyone else but me when I do it.
And all because of fear, which makes me act with cowardice overcoming with firmness the courage I showed in the beginning at the time of establishing the first contact.
No, I definitely have not been, am not and never will be a good person.
I have left many people hanging by walking away from them out of fear and I suppose out of pure selfishness, motivated in the loss of really nothing more than time that was not used to my advantage.
The truth is I'm enough of an asshole to try again and again, but the reality is that I don't like relating to other people and sooner or later I look for a way to run away from these because of the pressure on my mind to maintain ties.
I just did it two days ago, I could have stopped, but I had already been very worried for several weeks because I did not know where everything was taking me and I decided to stop it knowing beforehand how everything would end, in the most heartbreaking way. . as much heartbreaking as saying what I think and defend it until the end, people have never accepted my positions because they are very radical, subjective and very selfish... I do not take into account anyone else but me when I do it.
And all because of fear, which makes me act with cowardice overcoming with firmness the courage I showed in the beginning at the time of establishing the first contact.
No, I definitely have not been, am not and never will be a good person.
No, només em guía la por pel fet de no comprendre els demés. Puc fer mal als demés sense saber-ho intentant defensar de forma honesta la meva posició, però si la cosa surt molt malament acostumo a desaparéixer i reclourem de tothom durant anys. He perdut el contacte amb familiars i altre gent només per això, per la meva poruca i tossuda actitud... i sobretot per la por a relacionar-me amb aquestes persones.
He deixat molta gent penjada a l'allunyar-me d'ella per por i suposo que per pur egoïsme, motivat en la pérdua en realitat de res més que un temps que no se fer servir pel meu profit.
La veritat es que sóc prou imbécil per intentar-ho una vegada rera l'altre, però la realitat es que no m'agradada relacionar-me amb d'altres persones i tard o d'hora busco un camí per fugir d'aquestes per la pressió que em suposa a dins la meva ment mantenir els lligams.
Tot just ho vaig fer fa dos dies, podía haver-me aturat, però ja portava diverses setmanes molt preocupat perquè no sabía on em portava tot plegat i vaig decidir aturar-ho sabent d'avantmà com acabaría tot, de la manera més punyent.. tant punyent com dir el que penso i defensar-ho fins el final, la gent no ha acceptat mai les meves postures pel fet der ser molt radicals, subjectives i molt egoístes... no tinc en compte a ningú més que a mi quan ho faig.
I tot per la por, que em fa actuar amb covardía sobreposant-se amb fermesa a la valentía que mostrava en un principi alhora d'establir el primer contacte.
No, definitivament no he estat, ni sóc ni seré pas mai una bona persona.
He deixat molta gent penjada a l'allunyar-me d'ella per por i suposo que per pur egoïsme, motivat en la pérdua en realitat de res més que un temps que no se fer servir pel meu profit.
La veritat es que sóc prou imbécil per intentar-ho una vegada rera l'altre, però la realitat es que no m'agradada relacionar-me amb d'altres persones i tard o d'hora busco un camí per fugir d'aquestes per la pressió que em suposa a dins la meva ment mantenir els lligams.
Tot just ho vaig fer fa dos dies, podía haver-me aturat, però ja portava diverses setmanes molt preocupat perquè no sabía on em portava tot plegat i vaig decidir aturar-ho sabent d'avantmà com acabaría tot, de la manera més punyent.. tant punyent com dir el que penso i defensar-ho fins el final, la gent no ha acceptat mai les meves postures pel fet der ser molt radicals, subjectives i molt egoístes... no tinc en compte a ningú més que a mi quan ho faig.
I tot per la por, que em fa actuar amb covardía sobreposant-se amb fermesa a la valentía que mostrava en un principi alhora d'establir el primer contacte.
No, definitivament no he estat, ni sóc ni seré pas mai una bona persona.
No, sólo me guía el miedo por no comprender a los demás. Puedo hacer daño a los demás sin saberlo intentando defender de forma honesta mi posición, pero si la cosa sale muy mal suelo desaparecer y recluirme de todos durante años. He perdido el contacto con familiares y otra gente sólo por eso, por mi miedosa y tozuda actitud... y sobre todo por el miedo a relacionarme con estas personas.
He dejado mucha gente colgada al alejarme de ella por miedo y supongo que por puro egoísmo, motivado en la pérdida en realidad de nada más que un tiempo que no se utilizó para mi provecho.
La verdad es que soy lo suficientemente imbécil para intentarlo una y otra vez, pero la realidad es que no me gusta relacionarme con otras personas y tarde o temprano busco un camino para huir de éstas por la presión que me supone en mi mente mantener los lazos.
Apenas lo hice hace dos días, podía haberme parado, pero ya llevaba varias semanas muy preocupado porque no sabía dónde me llevaba una amistad y decidí detenerla sabiendo de antemano cómo acabaría todo, de la manera más desgarradora. . tan desgarradora como decir lo que pienso y defenderlo hasta el final, la gente no ha aceptado nunca mis posturas por el hecho de ser muy radicales, subjetivas y muy egoístas... no tengo en cuenta a nadie más que a mí cuando lo hago.
Y todo por el miedo, que me hace actuar con cobardía sobreponiéndose con firmeza a la valentía que mostraba en un principio a la hora de establecer el primer contacto.
No, definitivamente no he sido, ni soy ni seré nunca una buena persona.
He dejado mucha gente colgada al alejarme de ella por miedo y supongo que por puro egoísmo, motivado en la pérdida en realidad de nada más que un tiempo que no se utilizó para mi provecho.
La verdad es que soy lo suficientemente imbécil para intentarlo una y otra vez, pero la realidad es que no me gusta relacionarme con otras personas y tarde o temprano busco un camino para huir de éstas por la presión que me supone en mi mente mantener los lazos.
Apenas lo hice hace dos días, podía haberme parado, pero ya llevaba varias semanas muy preocupado porque no sabía dónde me llevaba una amistad y decidí detenerla sabiendo de antemano cómo acabaría todo, de la manera más desgarradora. . tan desgarradora como decir lo que pienso y defenderlo hasta el final, la gente no ha aceptado nunca mis posturas por el hecho de ser muy radicales, subjetivas y muy egoístas... no tengo en cuenta a nadie más que a mí cuando lo hago.
Y todo por el miedo, que me hace actuar con cobardía sobreponiéndose con firmeza a la valentía que mostraba en un principio a la hora de establecer el primer contacto.
No, definitivamente no he sido, ni soy ni seré nunca una buena persona.
Viafactorum
Tedious
- Jun 9, 2022
- 80
I do not consider myself a good person but I'm not comically evil either. Circumstances forced to me be less empathetic and more cruel in my conduct which ultimately lead me to an isolation from which I am still suffering to this day. I often fantasize about scenarios where I did everything right and had family and friends around me in the present, but reality is often disappointing to say the least. Hope this answer is enough.
Shivali
Mage
- Jun 9, 2022
- 560
In jedem Menschen gibt es Gutes und Böses.
Die meisten Menschen wollen unbedingt die Guten sein, weil es sich besser anfühlt.
Ich bin Licht und die Dunkelheit - ständig im Wandel ...
Die meisten Menschen wollen unbedingt die Guten sein, weil es sich besser anfühlt.
Ich bin Licht und die Dunkelheit - ständig im Wandel ...
Nope, i dont really give a shit about anyone, because no one ever gave a shit about me.
jawdropped123
Experienced
- Mar 19, 2022
- 219
I wish i was a better person. I really do. I try everyday to be better. I will never be perfect thats forsure
I am a bad person. Egoistic, attention seeking and prone to anger outbursts. I find it difficult to get my point across without sounding like an asshole. I zone out during conversations, I blame everything and everyone but myself. I'm privileged and lazy af.
Im neutral i guess. I dont go out and hurt others in any way but i am also too egoistical to do selfless acts. Maybe that will change in the days before my ctb
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