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Do you believe we are in hell?


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Ultimatefighter

Ultimatefighter

Earth is hell
Jun 6, 2026
176
This video explains allot of what i feel and been thinking lately, it is so clearly this is not heaven and i feel like everyone is tormented in one way or another in the flesh

 
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siphon_hyphen

siphon_hyphen

taking advantage of what I can!
Jan 3, 2026
36
Life sucks really bad, and I'm obviously suicidal as I'm here, but I don't think I could ever view Earth as hell. I've seen so many beautiful things. Plants, and animals, and happiness in general ... Even if I don't get to experience these wonderful things myself, I know other people can. I think nature is beautiful, and it saddens me to watch things die, but it's the cycle of life, you know?

Perhaps I'm too optimistic. But I love the good things here so, so much, despite not having them myself.
 
Ultimatefighter

Ultimatefighter

Earth is hell
Jun 6, 2026
176
Life sucks really bad, and I'm obviously suicidal as I'm here, but I don't think I could ever view Earth as hell. I've seen so many beautiful things. Plants, and animals, and happiness in general ... Even if I don't get to experience these wonderful things myself, I know other people can. I think nature is beautiful, and it saddens me to watch things die, but it's the cycle of life, you know?

Perhaps I'm too optimistic. But I love the good things here so, so much, despite not having them myself.
I get where you coming from, i didn't always view life this way but then i start thinking. Why do we have to suffer and loose things we love, why are there only such small amount of beautiful things just to let us keep going for just a bit more

Also we are apart from god, flying on a fireball in outer darkness makes my anxiety go through the roof🤣

I'm happy you find life beautiful🙏🏻
 
siphon_hyphen

siphon_hyphen

taking advantage of what I can!
Jan 3, 2026
36
I get where you coming from, i didn't always view life this way but then i start thinking. Why do we have to suffer and loose things we love, why are there only such small amount of beautiful things just to let us keep going for just a bit more

Also we are apart from god, flying on a fireball in outer darkness makes my anxiety go through the roof🤣

I'm happy you find life beautiful🙏🏻
I guess how I think about it, is that if these wonderful things lasted forever, they'd lose their beauty! I certainly wouldn't want to live forever, and even people who are scared of death would probably want to die at some point, too, eventually. These incredible things are fleeting, yes, but they come back! They regrow, or new things are born, and the sun rises again.

I definitely understand your perspective on it, though, and I'd be lying if I didn't often think of the world as a horrible place!
 
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ForMeanGhosts

ForMeanGhosts

I Pray To Vengeful Canaries
Jun 23, 2026
8
Life sucks really bad, and I'm obviously suicidal as I'm here, but I don't think I could ever view Earth as hell. I've seen so many beautiful things. Plants, and animals, and happiness in general ... Even if I don't get to experience these wonderful things myself, I know other people can. I think nature is beautiful, and it saddens me to watch things die, but it's the cycle of life, you know?

Perhaps I'm too optimistic. But I love the good things here so, so much, despite not having them myself.

Beauty is in the neurotransmitters of the beholder.

Personally what feels extra bad for me is that everyone acts as if living is the coolest thing ever and worth protecting all costs, the knife gets twisted even further when you realize you are all the more alone for not feeling this way.

But at least compared to biblical hell we can die, imagine how bad it would be if we had to do this forever.
 
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AgathaChristieLover

AgathaChristieLover

Student
Jul 16, 2026
123
I don't believe in hell right now(I'm an annihilationist, which is a Christian who believes unchristian souls will simply be destroyed instead of going to hell) but if hell did exist, it'd be so much worse than here
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
49,434
This horrific world truly is so hellish to me, this existence is the only hell where there is all this endless suffering and torture with no limit as to how much one can be tortured with existing beings in agony every second.

I'll always see it as an abomination to exist, all I want is to never suffer ever again, to me existence will always be a mistake that only ever tortures and harms existing beings all for the sake of it. All I want is for this existence to be all forgotten and erased for me, there's just so much evil in existence and it's just so terrible how this torturous existence was imposed in the first place causing all this terrible, dreadful suffering and torture all for the sake of it, for me non-existence is just all that could ever be positive in this hellish existence.
 
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Ultimatefighter

Ultimatefighter

Earth is hell
Jun 6, 2026
176
This horrific world truly is so hellish to me, this existence is the only hell where there is all this endless suffering and torture with no limit as to how much one can be tortured with existing beings in agony every second.

I'll always see it as an abomination to exist, all I want is to never suffer ever again, to me existence will always be a mistake that only ever tortures and harms existing beings all for the sake of it. All I want is for this existence to be all forgotten and erased for me, there's just so much evil in existence and it's just so terrible how this torturous existence was imposed in the first place causing all this terrible, dreadful suffering and torture all for the sake of it, for me non-existence is just all that could ever be positive in this hellish existence.
Atleast we live in a time where there is less suffering than let's say in medieval times. Doesn't take away the fact that life on it self is just suffering only they try to hide it more.
I agree if i could choose not to be born here i would have. Noone here has choosen to be here and i can't wrap my mind around it people liking this place..
 
here_for_now

here_for_now

is this by design?
Jan 27, 2025
231
Yes, it's a hell for me. It's just a clusterfuck of disappointments until you die
 

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