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sadbadpsychogirl

sadbadpsychogirl

sonofabitch
May 29, 2020
725
i'm 33 and this will be a well planned act.
 
deadinsideforever

deadinsideforever

Member
Mar 31, 2021
30
You're making me wonder if I've miscalculated now :haha: Oh dear!!! It's our age catching up with us.. losing our marbles
Losing them? Mine are gone
 
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smithy

Member
Dec 30, 2020
28
I am currently 31. I know my intentions are real and not a dramatic cry for help.

but being older also brings out more concerns. So in a way I do think my age hinders me.
 
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astaeste2021

Member
Jan 31, 2021
25
I am currently 31. I know my intentions are real and not a dramatic cry for help.

but being older also brings out more concerns. So in a way I do think my age hinders me.
I'm sorry you are hurting
 
M.M

M.M

Member
Apr 10, 2021
46
I'm 29 and I will be 30 soon.
I would plan everything from start to finish.
 
Defenestration

Defenestration

I want to have the courage to defenestrate myself
Oct 25, 2020
1,907
Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
1,192
35 and feeling like 95
 
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popcorn

popcorn

Experienced
Dec 20, 2020
298
im in the 30+ club

impulse only for me when im feeling brave, sticking to a date sends my si into overdrive,, im very good at impulsive behaviour
 
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fly away

It’s enough
Oct 28, 2020
110
I'm finally ready. I've planned, I've researched, I have everything,
And 3 all by myself nights just fell into my lap.
 
russlinjimmies

russlinjimmies

Member
Feb 21, 2021
76
I'm 39. I've thought it through many times but keep putting it off. If I did finally decide to act I'm sure it would be impulsive.
 
eclipse

eclipse

Member
Apr 14, 2021
38
38. I've been struggling with depression for 20 years and had a few misguided suicide attempts over that period, the earlier ones being impulsive. I now have a method that seems very safe, examined the risks to be sure and all. I've been preparing for quite a while now, ending friendships, making sure I don't meet any new people so that as few people as possible will feel the pain and grief over my loss.

I've been thinking about this topic a great lot over that time. In bad times, I think suicide is the only way. In good times, I think suicide is the best way. Currently are good times, but I've made sure I'm prepared for the next bad times.
 
LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,990
50 year's old and have what l need to ctb But am hanging out incase my application to re-home a dog goes through before next summer, if not then next October 31st 2023 is the Time!
 
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Coffeebean77

Well… I tried.
Jul 28, 2022
55
46 and have planned for months now. First I kept having to scrap unworkable plans. Then I've had to push back the date repeatedly, since they won't let me go home yet.
 

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