Are there many over Fortys here?

[punkarmadillo]

I'm over 40. Not a talker more a reader.

 

[Mickafromloz]

47

 

[lukas19]

54, 15 years too many

almost 40 and i propose that we all kill ourselves together, on the same day at the same time. fuck everything!

Sounds good, let's hire a bus and drive over a cliff LOL

 

[newave3]

63

 

[MrOptions]

49. Think my cancer may be back. Not really feeling like going through the notions of surgery, chemo, radiation, and all that shit to extend it a few more years. Still working full time. But, I am just existing. Will check out when the time is right. Holding on have a 11 year old daughter.

 

[LONE WOLF.]

50yrs old here, nearly 51yrs and the first signs of Dementia are now clearly visible in my personality and behaviour! It seems that when life kicks you in the Plums it wear's Steel Cap Boots to do so!

 

[SheJumped]

In the forties club, I lurk mostly because I feel the demographic is a younger crowd.
I've wanted to catch the bus for over nineteen years; before the pandemic, my depression was getting worse (small breaks here and there), but from sunrise to sunset, it's ongoing thoughts of suicide occupy my thoughts.
Anyway hello everyone.

 

[CandyCane]

I turned 40 recently.

 

[narcissist_pd]

Just turned 59. Life was good for awhile after my last depression and attempt 15 years ago. Back to depression and SA again after another dumb decision that ruined me financially (I blame my NPD).

 

[Slow_Farewell]

40

 

[TimetoGo!]

49. Think my cancer may be back. Not really feeling like going through the notions of surgery, chemo, radiation, and all that shit to extend it a few more years. Still working full time. But, I am just existing. Will check out when the time is right. Holding on have a 11 year old daughter.

Is it possible to just steer clear of treatment, or would the pain be too much? Can the pain be manageable?

 

[Toobrokentofix]

42. Felt suicidal since I was about 12

 

[J&L383]

In my 7th decade of life.

 

[MrOptions]

47.

50, now and still here.

 

[ScubaCTB]

I'm in my 40s. Should have CTB in the 1990s or early 2000s in my 20s. Now I have to do it with way more horrible memories than were necessary in this life.