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KillingPain267

KillingPain267

Visionary
Apr 15, 2024
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I really feel like ending it all RIGHT NOW. I'm so fucking tired, like DAMN!!!!!! Is a bedsheet or extension wire and a door hanger for jackets enough for partial hanging? 😥
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,223
Not a good idea. Try to distract yourself until you have a plan.
 
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pulleditnearlyoff

Experienced
Apr 26, 2024
241
I always fail when I do it impulsively.
 
sos

sos

Specialist
Jul 22, 2024
314
i mean sure, you can try it

the only thing is that if you do anything w/o proper research you'll most likely to fail

failure builds up even more frustration and everything else negative

before you know everything starts to hurt and you end up giving up on your attempt

tldr; if you wanna do it properly, do your research
 
kinderbueno

kinderbueno

Waiting at the bus stop
Jun 22, 2024
261
It's best to properly plan it out and do your research so you don't end up injuring yourself
 
samdocheon

samdocheon

Optimists are wrong
Jul 28, 2024
123
Seems you don't really have a plan so lets wait imo
 
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sometimesoon

Student
Jul 9, 2024
127
I really feel like ending it all RIGHT NOW. I'm so fucking tired, like DAMN!!!!!! Is a bedsheet or extension wire and a door hanger for jackets enough for partial hanging? 😥
There is no "right" way to die except maybe being sure you want to or need to.

But I personally plan for that if I have an urge and a private place, I have all my tools ready to go. For example, I would go on a business trip or stay alone in a hotel with my suicide kit. then if the urge happens I am ready

I have already decided I will CTB; its just a matter of time before I will, which is what the urge will determine
 
Imagined_Euphoria

Imagined_Euphoria

Student
Aug 5, 2024
159
Impulsive attempts are not recommended tbh. You should deeply think about any method before doing it, its the most important and permanent decision of your life after all.
 
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pulleditnearlyoff

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Apr 26, 2024
241
What about the times you planned it?
Then I go further through with it, I can manage to pass out quite easily, I think because I'm more relax then. I once got to the point that I almost blacked out, but SI kicked in, and I tried to stand up again, only this time I was loosing conciousness even further when I was standing, so nearly fell again. I think I alsmost succeeded then….almost, unfortunately. But due to SI I think this method is very hard to pull of. I changed my method to sn now, received it last week.
 
Microwave

Microwave

Member
Jan 1, 2023
73
Then I go further through with it, I can manage to pass out quite easily, I think because I'm more relax then. I once got to the point that I almost blacked out, but SI kicked in, and I tried to stand up again, only this time I was loosing conciousness even further when I was standing, so nearly fell again. I think I alsmost succeeded then….almost, unfortunately. But due to SI I think this method is very hard to pull of. I changed my method to sn now, received it last week.
Did you ever try taking a lotta valium first? And what sort of rope do you have?

I have 10m of 16mm Jute.
 
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pulleditnearlyoff

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Apr 26, 2024
241
Did you ever try taking a lotta valium first? And what sort of rope do you have?

I have 10m of 16mm Jute.
No never tried that because I believe it won't work. SI will overcome the effect of benzo. I've had the same rope, but also often did it with a bathrobe belt.
 
sorrowful

sorrowful

My exhaustion knows no end
Feb 13, 2023
282
Sorry that you're feeling this way. I'd suggest waiting until you're more clear-headed and 100% sure of what you want to do, as well as have a proper plan in place. Impulsive attempts could cause all kinds of issues if they were to fail. Best wishes. 🤍
 

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