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MethodApricot
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Studied this method a bit more... if we had pure cyanide in tablets or syringes, that'd be a viable method. But with seeds and kernels - there's too many variables, it's impossible to determine exactly how much cyanide they contain. One little miscalculation and you're done - survival with brain damage!
Studied this method a bit more... if we had pure cyanide in tablets or syringes, that'd be a viable method. But with seeds and kernels - there's too many variables, it's impossible to determine exactly how much cyanide they contain. One little miscalculation and you're done - survival with brain damage!
Studied this method a bit more... if we had pure cyanide in tablets or syringes, that'd be a viable method. But with seeds and kernels - there's too many variables, it's impossible to determine exactly how much cyanide they contain. One little miscalculation and you're done - survival with brain damage!
Several sources I've consulted suggest that death by cyanide is slow and agonizing, so I think you should read up on this method carefully before you decide to use it.
I tried killing myself with bitter apricot kernels in February. I did some research and supposedly 40 could kill you, but it isn't assured. Also you can't just eat them one by one, because you'd faint before killing yourself. I didn't eat enough, so I failed.
I tried killing myself with bitter apricot kernels in February. I did some research and supposedly 40 could kill you, but it isn't assured. Also you can't just eat them one by one, because you'd faint before killing yourself. I didn't eat enough, so I failed.
I wasn't sure if the pills had the right stuff in them. I know the kernels have everything in them but as people have said it's a chance. Maybe if I got pills and took them all. Can you PM me link to pills and I will look of you don't mind
I wasn't sure if the pills had the right stuff in them. I know the kernels have everything in them but as people have said it's a chance. Maybe if I got pills and took them all. Can you PM me link to pills and I will look of you don't mind
Ok my plan B (can't say plan A as waiting on some news that is out of my control)
100 -150 bitter apricot kernels crushed and either eaten as is or mixed with water or milk and a months supply of sleeping pills, might even try some alcohol for the first time in 20 years, will book a hotel, sit in bath and take in one go and hopefully have my seat on the bus. Might even get some THC vape juice if I'm lucky. Headphones in and listen to my CTB song. Please for the love of adult Santa let me go.
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