i have just cried for the first time in a while (i am usually unable to express my pain that way and resort to imagining sad shit so i can let out emotions) not because of sadness or pain, but because of how genuinely thankful i am that a place like SaSu exists.
i feel incredibly alienated by the other people in my life due to the way i think and being part of a community like this where we all share the same thoughts just makes me feel such warmth. for the first time in a while, good actions and words actually look and feel genuine because they come from the people on this site who understand what it means to be in pain and want to ctb. it feels genuine because even if SaSu members know there's not much of a point to anything and there isn't much hope left for us or the world, they still try our best to be as compassionate and helpful as possible.
i feel incredibly alienated by the other people in my life due to the way i think and being part of a community like this where we all share the same thoughts just makes me feel such warmth. for the first time in a while, good actions and words actually look and feel genuine because they come from the people on this site who understand what it means to be in pain and want to ctb. it feels genuine because even if SaSu members know there's not much of a point to anything and there isn't much hope left for us or the world, they still try our best to be as compassionate and helpful as possible.
