Venting people makes me destroy myself

[NotUrDream]

Every day I'm becoming more and more stressed, agonizing over my own feelings and thoughts, mainly because of the college environment. My own "friends" have pushed me to my limit, a limit I never thought I'd reach. I was consumed by such immense sadness and rage because they simply wouldn't keep my secrets, ruining my life in the process. I felt guilty for that. I felt guilty for expressing myself too much to the wrong people, guilty for speaking, for knowing how to speak. So, when I got home, in a state of profound sadness and emotional pain, I cut my own tongue. I feel like a forest set on fire by people; perhaps the worst part is the fact that I'll just show up there again as if nothing happened, standing beside "friends" who have no idea of the damage they've caused me because they think my feelings and my traumas just a huge joke.

 

[Wojaczek]

this is why i gave up on people, the juice is just never worth the squeeze.

 

[Special Week]

That's why I say being alone is better than being in bad company; think about that saying

 

[NotUrDream]

That's why I say being alone is better than being in bad company; think about that saying

I really thought they were my friends, especially since I don't do very well on my own, but after that, I don't know if I want to keep interacting with people in real life

this is why a gave up on people, the juice is just never worth the squeeze.

Well, I definitely learned something from all that, perhaps suffering is the best way to learn

 

[Special Week]

I really thought they were my friends, especially since I don't do very well on my own, but after that, I don't know if I want to keep interacting with people in real life

Well, maybe try meeting people online. It's better to meet people online than in real life

 

[NotUrDream]

Well, maybe try meeting people online. It's better to meet people online than in real life

im really shy and nervous with meeting people online but I agree/i will try, at least people online think twice before hurting you, and you aren't forced to make eye contact with them while hearing bad things coming out of their mouths

 

[Spite]

Same, I've since given up on people and I just don't even bother anymore. I'd rather rot in loneliness.

 

[NotUrDream]

Same, I've since given up on people and I just don't even bother anymore. I'd rather rot in loneliness.

im going to try not caring about being alone, i know its going to hurt but its worth it