Venting Apparently I'm not built for life.

[BlooBerryBanjo3000]

I can't help but feel like I'm nothing but a disappointment to everyone, no matter what I do or say (which I know isn't true, but still). I feel like nothing I do will ever be enough or good enough. I'm too lazy to fit within society. I'm not competitive enough. I'm not extroverted enough. I completely lack any ambition in life.

I'm painfully aware that I'm not made for life and that I don't belong in this planet. I'm just not made for the endless rat race called life. I should have never been born in the first place, to be honest.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I also see myself as not meant to exist at all and I never should have been forced into this existence, I wish I never suffered in this existence more than anything, I was never meant for the burden of human existence.