Anything that would make suicide easier for you?

[Celerity]

Gotcha. That's a lot. I do wish you well in such attempts.

Thanks. Not going well at the moment. May make the career work but not much else.

 

[esann7]

If my friends and family didn't love me would make things easier for me. CTB would be easier If absolutely no one gave a shit about me. I wish people would stop caring about me. So that way I don't have to hurt their feelings.

 

[All Things Must Pass]

Nembutal and societal acceptance. I hope one day people will realize suicide is okay.

 

[nofutureghost]

break up with my bf n being alone at home

 

[killedbypsychiatry]

1) knowing that I won't destroy my family
2) having a room of my own and much privacy
3) my parents acknowledging what happened to me and that there's no cure and support me
4) having a do not rescue order / will
5) maybe having a bunch of N

but obviously having an euthanasia clinic / assisted suicide would be what probably make it much easier

 

[avoid_slow_death]

Well, I am not sure why I have not,but, for my family and the people who's lives I have touched, I am going to try and see if there is anything left for me. I feel there really isn't. I honestly get no pleasure out of anything anymore. Maybe this will change, maybe it won't, I don't know. I just know I am tired. Like soul crushingly tired and I just want rest.....

 

[WaterHemlock]

Waiting for my niece to have moved out, so I have privacy and she has started her adult life. Also so that she doesn't have to live in the house where I died. (Seems weird to phrase that past tense)

I'd thought of the hotel but I found out that they will bill the card you used to book for a very hefty fee. It could be thousands of dollars.
So my plan is to leave a note for the mailman to call the police, to try to minimize a relative finding me.

 

[avoid_slow_death]

Well, I am not sure why I have not,but, for my family and the people who's lives I have touched, I am going to try and see if there is anything left for me. I feel there really isn't. I honestly get no pleasure out of anything anymore. Maybe this will change, maybe it won't, I don't know. I just know I am tired. Like soul crushingly tired and I just want rest.....

Actually, might not be a need now. Been reflecting on my life a lot lately and honestly, getting detached from everything and everyone little by little each day. Not long now before SI becomes a weak voice and all my reasons for staying become less compelling. Just need to give it time and it won't matter what happens to me. Fading out like a ghost as it is anyways....

 

[it's_all_a_game]

If our society was enlightened enough to give folks N injections after a 5 to 10 month waiting period. Oh, if only...

 

[Boochky]

Waiting for my niece to have moved out, so I have privacy and she has started her adult life. Also so that she doesn't have to live in the house where I died. (Seems weird to phrase that past tense)

I'd thought of the hotel but I found out that they will bill the card you used to book for a very hefty fee. It could be thousands of dollars.
So my plan is to leave a note for the mailman to call the police, to try to minimize a relative finding me.

Can you please explain what you mean about this charge? If you CTB in a hotel, they charge you? Do they also charge if you attempt?

 

[saltshaker]

A gun.

 

[RedHarlequin]

1st off WELCOME to Sanctioned Suicide our new global family member! It is wonderful having you here with everyone! The global family is the finest on Earth as everyone here is just so loving, caring with so much understanding, empathy, kindness and support that it is awesome! Again, WELCOME!! 2nd) My heart and soul broke in a trillion pieces for you when i read your post. I have had 24/7 chronic pain since 04.10.2015, day of car crash and it consumes me. I have Hydromorphone and spinal shots 4 times a year to help. I can NOT have a pain pump because of the "opioid crisis" here in the U.S. Ya, right, like one can not get the stuff on the streets, just not through a legal channel like a medical clinic. I too was told that "modern medicine" does not have the tools or means to fix me at all, it is way beyond what anyone can do. I 100% send you all my love, lots of hugs and sunshine and SUPPORT, as WE are in this together. Walter

Honestly if I was in your place I would buy some pain medication off of darnet

Not being dependent on seroquel and so fat that I'm not sure about N.

Are you me :D

 

[Boochky]

@RedHarlequin Hehehe. Mayyyyyybe? ;)

 

[newave3]

Yes, morphine, diazepam—also known by its early brand name, Valium—and propranolol, a beta-blocker that slows the heart.

 

[RedHarlequin]

Yes, morphine, diazepam—also known by its early brand name, Valium—and propranolol, a beta-blocker that slows the heart.

Is your method SN?

 

[newave3]

RedHarlequin said:
Is your method SN?
No, a combination of these 3 drugs are used to bring about death. They are used for assisted suicide in states that allow it.
The trick is finding out the quantities and method of delivery doctors use.

 

[RedHarlequin]

RedHarlequin said:
Is your method SN?
No, a combination of these 3 drugs are used to bring about death. They are used for assisted suicide in states that allow it.
The trick is finding out the quantities and method of delivery doctors use.

Yes, the peaceful pill handbook mentions morphine as an option but doesn't say how much morphine is fatal, it's annoying