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tretion

tretion

i have a restraining order from god atp
Aug 28, 2025
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only if u want to say ofc

just curious on what the main pov is, it hurt when i tried so, yeah
 
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DeletedUser123xyz

just a dream within a dream…
Aug 16, 2025
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First couple times I didn't hit the right spot I guess, just suffocated and my head felt like it was going to pop.

Then I did it and hit the right spot, almost blacked out so surprisingly quick without suffocating at all because it was only seconds probably…but I got this crazy sense of terror like I've never felt before honestly. Managed to loosen the noose before blacking out.
 
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tretion

tretion

i have a restraining order from god atp
Aug 28, 2025
144
First couple times I didn't hit the right spot I guess, just suffocated and my head felt like it was going to pop.

Then I did it and hit the right spot, almost blacked out so surprisingly quick without suffocating at all because it was only seconds probably…but I got this crazy sense of terror like I've never felt before honestly. Managed to loosen the noose before blacking out.
how did you have the noose when you almost blacked out?

i almost blacked out once but genuinely cant remember how i did it, been trying to recreate it forever now
 
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fallendevil

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Oct 6, 2024
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I probably shouldn't comment here but I've tried it a few times as a dumbass kid but I didn't do it right đź’€ it made me feel really light headed like I was losing circulation in my brain and my vision vent blurry and I felt cold
 
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i have a restraining order from god atp
Aug 28, 2025
144
I probably shouldn't comment here but I've tried it a few times as a dumbass kid but I didn't do it right đź’€ it made me feel really light headed like I was losing circulation in my brain and my vision vent blurry and I felt cold
ive had times where ive hung but i never passed out, my face felt like it was freezing
 
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