Anyone here start eating food thats not healthy for you since deciding to ctb?

[destinationlosangel]

Ok so since i decided to ctb, I have started eating so much more junk food than i used to. I used to be a bit of a fitness junkie and eating clean was a way of life. Now I eat as much garbage food as i want. Snacks, processed food, lotsa fast food, sugary things. I just stopped caring.

Anyway taking care of ur health is only if u intend to live a long life. So I'm like might as well stop restricting myself and just go for it.

Its funny in a way cuz I'm slowly becoming what I never wanted to become. Luckily I'm not gaining any weight. For now, thankfully.

 

[Agon321]

Yes.

I don't care about my health at all because I want to commit CTB.
Sometimes I laugh that I will die of a heart attack or something similar before I commit CTB.
This is likely.

I'm not fat either. I'm thin.
I just eat what I want, when I want.

 

[LunarLight]

Yeah lol I started eating a lot of junk food and since I take pregabalin every other day to help me cope with depression I have a huge appetite.
The fun fact is, I've lost 5kg (11lbs) since I started wth is wrong with my body

 

[razahcareca27]

Anyway taking care of ur health is only if u intend to live a long life. So I'm like might as well stop restricting myself

agreed and started as well

 

[sussshiroll]

I had many thoughts to go back eating junk and might die from heartattack in my sleep, But i don't think that's possible or i want to be overweight

 

[sserafim]

Yeah, I had a phase last year when I would eat unhealthily because I was gonna die anyways, so why not speed up the process? Now, I sometimes eat instant ramen when I want to be unhealthy but I honestly feel better when I eat well

Yes.

I don't care about my health at all because I want to commit CTB.
Sometimes I laugh that I will die of a heart attack or something similar before I commit CTB.
This is likely.

I'm not fat either. I'm thin.
I just eat what I want, when I want.

Same but I feel good when I eat good

 

[AnonymousL]

I was making home cooked meals everyday.
Now I let myself go regularly and buy food u just need to put in the oven like lasagna, mac & cheese, pizza...
Its terrible but I dont have the energy to cook healthy anymore on most days.

 

[sussshiroll]

I was making home cooked meals everyday.
Now I let myself go regularly and buy food u just need to put in the oven like lasagna, mac & cheese, pizza...
Its terrible but I dont have the energy to cook healthy anymore on most days.

If you are lazy like me buy airfryer and that baking paper if you don't have one yet. You cook healthy and you don't have to clean or prepare anything.

 

[AnonymousL]

If you are lazy like me buy airfryer and that baking paper if you don't have one yet. You cook healthy and you don't have to clean or prepare anything.

i have one
but so far I only used it for sweet potatoes

 

[destinationlosangel]

Yes.

I don't care about my health at all because I want to commit CTB.
Sometimes I laugh that I will die of a heart attack or something similar before I commit CTB.
This is likely.

I'm not fat either. I'm thin.
I just eat what I want, when I want.

Same here. I used to get super worried before when I'd get some slight ache in my chest or even spasms. These days, I'm like ok is this is a heart attack coming? Cuz if it is, thats great lol

Yeah, I had a phase last year when I would eat unhealthily because I was gonna die anyways, so why not speed up the process? Now, I sometimes eat instant ramen when I want to be unhealthy but I honestly feel better when I eat well

Same but I feel good when I eat good

whats ur diet like? asking since u said it makes u feel good

Yeah, I had a phase last year when I would eat unhealthily because I was gonna die anyways, so why not speed up the process? Now, I sometimes eat instant ramen when I want to be unhealthy but I honestly feel better when I eat well

Same but I feel good when I eat good

whats ur diet like? asking since u said it makes u feel good

 

[Forever Sleep]

Food is one of the last things I actually enjoy in life and I don't have a great diet. I'm trying to balance it a bit more this year with exercise because I felt so shit last year. I don't like being fat but I pretty much always have been. Still, I also kind of think- what does it matter? I'm not trying to live a long life and I'm pretty much a recluse. It's not like I'm trying to impress anyone! Still, I don't exactly like the way I feel on too much processed food.

 

[Meteora]

It makes completely sense, why care about health and weight if you anyway want to ctb? It is great that you don't gain weight, though.
Unfortunately, I cannot allow myself to do that. Guess I m too obsessive with weight and physical appearance and the feeling of wanting to be "clean".

 

[elderDrifter]

I decided to let myself drink soda for once in a very long time. Now I just drink it nearly every day because I just can't bring myself to care anymore. I'm being somewhat mindful just in case my preferred methods don't work out, but I'm finally letting myself go. It feels nice to do so.

 

[Morte]

For me, health is made so I can eat whatever i like. I've always found some people's obsession with fitness silly. Their health is going to fail anyway, they're going to get old and sick, so fuck it all.

 

[divinemistress36]

Junk food is my only pleasure in life

 

[d-tea]

It's the opposite, I've started to try to eat as little as possible. It seems to have no effect thus far, sadly. I feel like nothing is wrong, physically, even though I have basically been starving for about a month.

 

[johann_liebert]

When I was decided to CTB, I spend money a bit more recklessly and drank almost daily. Eating garbage was I already doing before lol sad

 

[Meteora]

For me, health is made so I can eat whatever i like. I've always found some people's obsession with fitness silly. Their health is going to fail anyway, they're going to get old and sick, so fuck it all.

It is a disorder. A compensation for a non-existing self-esteem. Be gratful you don't have it.

 

[Morte]

It is a disorder. A compensation for a non-existent self-esteem. Be gratful you don't have it.

What you are saying has nothing to do with what I said.

 

[Meteora]

What you are saying has nothing to do with what I said.

In my opinion it does. People who are obsessive with food are not behaving silly.
Just tried to explain to you.

 

[Morte]

In my opinion it does. People who are obsessive with food are not behaving silly.
Just tried to explain to you.

'obsessive' was a bad word. I meant it's not worth torturing yourself by not eating what you like. Especially if you are already elderly.
I'm talking about how most people stop eating what they like and torture themselves by eating what they don't like, because they're afraid of getting sick in the long term, which is silly. They are going to get cancer anyway.

 

[Red Moon]

I stopped caring about eating healthy also, I don't see the point since I'm going to be dying sooner or later but I don't mind eating healthy here and there.

 

[Forveleth]

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeelll no! Venlafaxine (the last antidepressant I tried) made me SO FUCKING FAT. I worked my ass off for over a year to lose all of the weight and start building muscle. I'm 40 and have abs! I'm not going to ruin this physique with a bunch of junk food. I will face Death looking fabulous, being able to run 7 miles on a whim, and benching half my body weight. I want to punch Death in the face and have it HURT!

 

[Silent_cries]

Been eating ice cream and candy almost every day for 2 months now. Before then I was on a superstrict diet due to what I suspect is body dysmorphia (no ed though, thankfully), but then I just stopped giving a fuck for some reason. I just eat all kind of crap rn. I bet I've gained so much fucking weigh bc of it and I hate it, but what does it matter when I'm probably going to be dead soon anyways?
While I don't binge, I admittedly use it as a comfort for my issues too. Food is one of the few things I still care about tbh.

 

[sserafim]

Same here. I used to get super worried before when I'd get some slight ache in my chest or even spasms. These days, I'm like ok is this is a heart attack coming? Cuz if it is, thats great lol

whats ur diet like? asking since u said it makes u feel good

whats ur diet like? asking since u said it makes u feel good

Whatever food my mom makes lol. It's usually Chinese

 

[gantaigarashi]

I'm also eating junk foid more frequently but I'm afraid if it will mess up gut more since I think I have IBS or some other gut issue.

I really don't want to throw up.a lot of SN nor feel extreme discomfort in my stomach after drinking SN

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

I've been eating poorly before I really wanted to CTB and I will continue eating bad food afterwards. I have cut the sugar from most things I drink though. Also I do sometimes increase my unhealthy eating habits when I'm especially sad.

 

[4am]

i've been eating lots of junk food all my life, my suicidality didn't affect that in any way

 

[gingermacie]

I used to be an anorexic and never really gave a shit about what I ate as long as I stayed skinny. Now, I don't give a shit at all. Just eat whatever, whenever.

 

[xinino]

No, I want to die with elegance and style.